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At that time of my life, I was a mom of two, ages 2 and 6. My husband and I just bough our first house and like every young couple, we wanted the perfect life of having everything that we could in life. We were competing with people 10-20 years older than we were but we didn't care. We both came from hard working families and we both were raised to understand that life was not easy, for us to be something- we had to work hard, and working hard was what I focused on.  

We did not have money to put our 2 year old son in daycare so my husband worked bankers hours and I worked the second shift. I was volunteering to work extra long hours, there would be days without seeing my husband or much of my kids. This went on for months. 

I was exhausted- so tire but because we needed the money to pay off bills and to continue to live the life style that we did, I continued to work long hours, going in on Saturdays and Sundays as well. At this time, there were times when my body lay in bed and I would feel my soul lifting off from my body. In other words, I was having out of body experiences but only I was asleep. I would see dark shadows standing at the bedroom door, I would feel the pull of my spirit trying to wander off and every time that happened, I body would suck my soul back.  

One night, after 6 months of constantly working, I came home and went to asleep right away. I remember that it was a Saturday night because I didn't have to go to work on that Sunday. Anyways, I was fast asleep.

I was dreaming- I went to a Buddha temple with my sister and we decided ti have our palms read by one of the Taoist priest there. We all were sitting on some traditional oriental rugs and the Taoist priest began to read my palm. All of sudden, She looked into my eyes, she had a scared look on her face and then she looked away, like she knew something but was not sure if she should tell me. I begged her to tell me what she saw and after a few minutes, the Taoist priest looked into my eyes again. She told me that my soul had already left my body and that I was going to die in a horrible accident but she doesn't know exactly when. She said that she was sorry but there was nothing she can do for me. I laughed it off because I did not have a strong faith in Taoist besides that I'm too young and I had too many things to do before my time comes. I brushed it off but deeply inside I was worried.  

Next thing I remember, my sister and I were in her car, she was driving, it was dark, I fell asleep. I woke up on the side of the road, my sister was no where to be found. The road was still dark. I felted lost and scared but something was pulling me through a time zone. One minute I was on the road, the next I walking, next I was in front of familiar surroundings but not being able to find my way home. Somehow I was able to find my sister in law but she looked like she was in a trance- at that time I realized I was in her dream.. She was dreaming about me.. I asked her what happen to me? Where my husband and my kids were? I was lost and I needed her help. She then, in a trance, not looking at me, answered me- That there was a car accident and that I had died, my husband and kids were at home and that she had to go. Then she turned away from me and again  I was pulled away.  

Next I remember standing on top of the stair case in my house. I saw my husband and my two kids with him. I looked around and the house was emptied of any furniture, painting, everything I worked so hard for. I suddenly had the feeling of lost, emptiness, sadness. I cannot began to explain the different emotions that I was feeling. Worst of all- the feeling of complete regret, dreading in my heart when i saw my little family. My husband was sitting there on the stairs and my 2 kids were off to his side. he was angry, angry at me, that I died and left him to raise our kids on his own. He cried and he was saying his good byes to me. At that moment I wanted to hug him, hold him for one last time, to tell him him how much I love and appreciate what he has done for me in our life together. I wanted him to see me and feel me. At that moment, nothing else in this world mattered more than my family but hard as I tried, I was no more alive. There was not going to be a second chance to love him and cherish him. No more of being a mother. I finally let go and said my good byes to him. When I realize that it was me who was making him angry because I was unable to let him go, I felt a light that grew behind me, it got brighter and brighter. This unearthly light made me dry happy tears. It made me realize that I had to let him know that it was okay- that I will be okay that he and my kids will be okay.. I hugged him one last time and I hugged my kids for the last time. Then the light got so bright, so bright that it woke me up.  

When I woke up, my pillow was soaked in tears and snot.. I woke my husband up and I told him my dream, we both hugged and cried out eyes out in bed...

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     It is very hard for me to pinpoint exactly all the emotions I was feeling. I know I felted lost, I know that my husband needed me, at the end though I felt like someone was with me the whole time. The light at the end, I still cannot fully express how truly it makes me feel because there are no words to really explain it. I "just" know that it was right, that I "will" be okay!

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I was very conscious of who I am and who I was talking to, I was dreaming.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      Normal consciousness and alertness  

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   In my dream, I felted more than I saw. I felted like I was constantly pulled from one place to another. I sensed more than seeing as well. My emotions were wild.. Even today, many years later, I can still sense the power of my emotions during that time. The light at the end- I sensed it coming on before I saw it. I felted that I was in control of the light because as I came to the realization that I had to let him let me go, the light grew brighter, I grew more confident that I was not alone and that I will be okay..

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Like above, I did not hear but I sensed...

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Uncertain  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   lost, confused, angered, sadness, regrets, loved, emptiness, deprived, happy, final, content, joy, etc.  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Uncertain   I was unsure because I woke up at the end after seeing the beautiful bright light.

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   I felted the light before I saw it. Please see above answer.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
I felted like I was being pulled by an explainable force or energy. Like I was being shown something but there was not a lot of time.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about myself or others
I did. In the end of my dream- I felted all the emotions of dread, regret, sadness, emptiness, I felted like I did not use my time wisely on earth. When I woke up and was given that second chance- I became more aware of my surroundings. I don't care for earthly materialistic crap anymore. I want to live, see the world, I am more adventurous. My husband and I don;t have the same goals in life anymore- he call me "a hippie". I want to be truly happy even though I am still a full time employee, I make sure- I do things with my kids and I try to teach them the meaning of truth happiness through love.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience  

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience     

My experience directly resulted in:  
Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?  
Yes   see above

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?   Everything

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   Yes, I sense things.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?    
Everything

Have you ever shared this experience with others?  
Yes  But they think I am crazy... They do, I learned that society do not take kindly to people like me.. They think I'm some weird person because I want a career in hospice, because I want to live my life believing that I can be happy without the stress of wanting things I don't need like new vehicles, more credit card bills.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Uncertain   I was poison when I was a child but I don't remember anything about it.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real  

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I appreciated the small things in life more. I breathe air everyday and I appreciate that. I spend more time with my family and I value the my hard earn money more. I wish I can be more religious but then again, I feel that GOD is in my heart, I take him everywhere I go and he is not just in the bible.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I realized that believing in anything other than GOD will result in feeling empty and lost after death. I believe that I was saved at the end when I felted all those emotions, realizing that my biggest fault in life was not cherishing the love ones in my life but working for money to buy more crap that makes other rich. Working my life away and not appreciating what life I have.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Yes   Ever since that expereince, I continue to sense more than see. I feel more calm and I feel closer to home when a patient is passing. I have a complete understanding and I have faith in my believing that GOD is real and that life after death is real. I am not afraid of death- I crave to feel that peace again some days.  

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   No