Matty T's Experience
I was in a
tunnel on a pogo stick and the tunnel looked as if it was red brick with bright
colored bricks scattered. Then i was in my great grandfather's house still on
the pogo stick and he was there (my great grandfather passed when i was 14) He
never talked to me, he was just there. Then it seemed if i was jumping
from place to place, I was back in the tunnel at what seemed to be the end of
the tunnel was a light. I was always on a pogo stick during this whole
experience, as i got closer to the light i wanted to go in the light but my
great grandfather was there and he spoke to me and told me not to go in the
light it was not my time i heard his voice as he spoke and it sounded harsh. i
was angry because he was harsh and would not let me go to the light. I turned
away from him and the light and found myself back in his house this time he was
not there. then i woke up and felt strange after i woke up and even now 15
years later i feel scared and angry when i see the house where he lived.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Sleeping and very alert during the experience.
Was the experience dream like in any way? I don't know, i was asleep. i think it was almost like a dream because i was going from place to place.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Uncertain
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? no, I don't recall hearing anything except the harsh voice of my great grandfather.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes
Did you see a light? Yes
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes
My great-grandfather was standing at the light. he told me to go back the it was not my time to be there.
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes
the light was beautiful i was mad because he would not let me go into it. As far as distinctive locations i was in my great grandfathers house.
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes
once i reached the light my great grandfather would not let me go into the light. no i did not cross into the light he made me turn away and go back through the tunnel. i guess i had a sense of peace if i went through the light because i was very angry because he would not let me go.
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes
i feel as if my great grandfather, my grandfather and my great aunt are watching out for me and my children. I feel peace and happiness when i think of them. (all people are from my mothers side of my family)
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? No
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? it has not because i have not told anyone about the experience.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have you shared this experience with others? No
What emotions did you experience following your experience? confusion, angry and peaceful.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? best- the light and how much i wanted to go into it.
feeling so angry because my great grandfather was not allowing me to go to the
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes