Mary J's Experience
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Experience description:
I felt
completely paralyzed, yet I knew I was awake. I was frightened, and trying to
move, I was hearing things, someone at my door the door was squeaking, I was
trying to call for help but unable to. It was very slow motion, thick feeling,
then suddenly I was up on the ceiling looking down at myself, I thought to
myself, ok now, get back down into your body, and I did, effortlessly. I then
opened my eyes, relieved it was a dream. I lay there for awhile and realized it
was not a dream that in fact this has happened several times in the last 25
years. a lot of times, an intense almost overwhelming buzzing fills my head, the
first time in fact I thought I was having some type of seizure, I try to make it
stop, and at the same time feel an intense need to give in and relax. Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience: Yes Was the
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes At the
time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No What was
your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I am very alert, although still confused each time, questioning whether or not
it was a dream till I focus. Was the
experience dream like in any way?
the sleep paralysis part is dreamlike. Did you
experience a separation of consciousness from your body?
Yes Describe
your appearance or form apart from your body:
I just knew I was, I seem to remembers on the ceiling looking down my arms
hanging down. What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
confusion, a little fear, want to get back in my body. Did you
hear any unusual sounds or noises?
before I left my body, intense buzzing, and sometimes impatient shouting. Did you
pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No Did you
see a light? No Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
Describe:
didn't know what time it was, once 25 years ago I was outside my body and left
my home and was right outside and it was present time. Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Uncertain
Describe:
I knew that I had to tell myself to go back down in my body in order for it to
obey, I felt total control. Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No Were you
involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?
No
Describe:
very aware. Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
No Did you
have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Describe:
just confirmed, what I had known about souls etc. Has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.?
Career choices? made me
realize, we don't really need to sweat the small self, celebrate and enjoy what
we have. not to worry so much. Have you
shared this experience with others?
Yes
Describe:
two people, one disbelief based on fear, one open and curious. What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
wonder, because I had realized a lot of things that had happened to me all my
life were real and not imagined. What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
best part, realizing I have the ability to explore a thousand adventures, when I
want to. worst
part: the sleep paralysis and buzzing which now that I know what they are may
cease. Has your
life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No Following
the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No Did the
questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Explain:
yes, although I seem to have a weird fuzziness in my head whenever I begin to
think too hard about it. hahaha