Mark R's Experience
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Experience description:

I had gotten a badly broken nose and it was very bloody. At the time it was painless and I was just yelling and screaming out of anger, and I just wiped the massive amounts of blood away and eventually went to sleep. I woke up the next day and the side of my nose was sideways and I could smell this horrible smell that I can still remember. I went into the bathroom and started putting my nose back into place because the Middle part, the septum was very crooked at the top. Basically I drove myself crazy because I made a habit of panicking and going to the bathroom and trying to set my nose again, and all I would do was think about my nose and go to the bathroom and snap it around even more causing myself extreme pain that I would ignore and keep Messing with my nose. I would be very conscious about my breathing and it led to me having sleep deprivation. I don't know how long I didn't get good sleep for, but at some point I was unable to tell whether I was awake or asleep at times. I would be walking in the hallway at school and would see them twisting and turning, and sometimes I would talk to people and out of nowhere their faces would scream at me with sharp teeth and wide open mouths and I would wake up in class sometimes or I would wake up in bed. My grades fell badly and relationships with people suffered a lot, people could tell I was becoming whacked out. At a party I busted out crying in front of my friends and I am not the type of person to cry over something like this. I was going crazy. Well one night I knew I was in bed and my nose was feeling weird so I was laying on my back for a long time, and eventually I felt the intense vibrations and heard a female voice screaming my name.  I had read about them and tried it before but was unable to do it on purpose . Well l lifted my arm a little and then my legs started raising up , and then it felt as if I was hovering upwards and then I had turned upside down. My back was on the ceiling and I was looking at my body laying there, and it was very freaky. While out of body I was just staring at my nose and freaking out a little but something told me you are going to be alright. My aunt was in the kitchen baking that night and I left my room and was just watching her. she didn't seem to know I was there and it was very creepy. It felt like I was a ghost. I went back to my room looked at myself and gasped for air, and it felt as if I was one thin layer of skin that got inhaled by my real body and I was back. After that happened I was intensely shocked and I got over the nose thing a couple days after that.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No


Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes I was also under sleep deprivation, and it would feel as if I never knew if I was awake or asleep . I would be in school one second and at home the next, and also would hallucinate seeing walls twist and turn and while talking to people sometimes their faces would scream at me and they would have sharp teeth, resulting in me waking up in class or in bed . Felt as if I was on drugs

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No Response

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Very high, I was aware what was happening but it was my first time I had experienced out of body and it was during a horrible time in my life

Was the experience dream like in any way? It kind of was, it felt like my astral body was white and kind of clear like a ghost but it was glowing

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Uncertain My astral body or the part that was on the ceiling was pale and clear and glowing like a ghost.


What emotions did you feel during the experience? I was very weirded out and was still in a panic about my nose, but after I came back in I was just amazed.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? Before I came out I heard a girl scream my name very loudly

LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No

Did you see a light? No

Did you meet or see any other beings? No

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes

My aunt was in the kitchen baking and my door was open so my ghost body walked out and was watching her bake, and I tried calling her but she did not hear me and just continued doing what she was doing. I stood directly in front of her and called and she didn't look or respond.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? No Response Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events? No

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? No

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? Every time I remember looking at myself like that I tear up a little because it was so amazing and weird

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No

Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Some people say it was just a dream and some people know what an out of body experience is

What emotions did you experience following your experience? I really thought I was dying when this happened, because the trauma really affected my mentality and I thought I was dying but when I came back in I was amazed that I had done an out of body experience

What was the best and worst part of your experience? The best part was being able to control the ghost body and go into the kitchen but the worst part was just how creepy the experience was from looking at myself to my aunt not responding to me. I felt like I was a ghost.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes Yeah

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. This was good and feels good to write it down somewhere