Marc S's Experience
My body shuddered in every fiber, I rose through a stream of light, and arrived at a place which was white, illuminated, fulfilling, peace, love like a vital energy... I was with someone who showed me my failures of love and with a Superior being who gave me Forgiveness, Peace and Love. I understood "brother son, sister moon". I saw that He is one and three. I can say no more... I came back to my body, when I could not move, nor open my eyes.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes, fulfilment.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Throughout.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness throughout.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes. Light, radiant whiteness, energy like the substance of love.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)? No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Peace, love, remorse when I could see the suffering of those I had offended against, fulfilment.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes. I went out backwards through a white tunnel, cloudlike...
Did you see a light? Yes, I came to a place of white light, immaculate, perfectly pure, energy itself.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes. I will not tell everything. I did not see persons, but I saw spiritual "corporalities" which presented themselves with enormous humility. I did not know them. I recognized their spirituality.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? Yes. They showed me my failures of love towards others, in thought word and by omission. I had great regret, and then I was forgiven. I understood that we will all be forgiven in love, and there is no fault so great as to prevent us from being there.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes. Like being submerged in a pond/swimming pool or a great sea of water, where the water is white, immaculate, energy, pure loving and vital.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes. neither time nor space existed.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes. God is love. All is love. We are all love.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes. I knew that I was outside my body, travelling through the white tunnel, feeling a great ascending vertigo. At first a tremor, then I was already in the tunnel.
Did you become aware of future events? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes. Understanding, comprehension, healing.
Have you shared this experience with others? No. I never felt like telling others about it. I did not know at that time how to react. I did not know who to share it with. For years I told nobody about it. I just related parts of the story to some people. Only now would I like to tell everything. I no longer care if I get funny looks or people think I'm crazy...
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. Unique, real, expanded my understanding.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? When I faced the ONE. I do not wish to say any more.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real. Unique, real, expanded my understanding.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes. There is forgiveness, there is love, there is fulfillment...
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes. Before, religion and faith were the same thing: now I know there are things which belong with religion (Church, communion) and other truths of Faith which cannot be changed, unchallengeable (Kingdom of God).
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No. One other time when I felt myself begin to tremble, I came back to consciousness to avoid flying off again. This is the first time I have shared the experience openly, and I never knew what it would be like to go "back" to being there... I don't like the feeling of losing control.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes. It is just that I don't want to speak in more deail without being assured of confidentiality.