Maisie S's Experience
I have a special relationship with a co worker. He lives miles away in another city. I live in Los Angeles and he lives up north in WA state. He meditates often and so do I. We both have always felt that we have a very strong connection and possibly have been together in past lives. In this life I'm married to someone else and he's in a relationship. One night after a particular intense business trip and amazing experience with him, I flew back home to Los Angeles. We were very clear to each other that we could not have a physical relationship or betray our spouses, however the LOVE was undeniable. I was mediating and fell asleep - during my sleep suddenly I left my body. I have had a history of Out of Body experiences...I could write a book. I woke up to someone kissing me....I opened my eyes in the OBE state and saw his soul energy, his aura, his vibration...His energy was in white and gold, he was vibrating so brightly, it was the most beautiful thing I ever saw...The feeling was t his amazing feeling of Love...All I got from him over and over is I love you, I love you, I love you...the feeling was all encompassing and amazingly healing...it engulfed me and filled me with warm fuzzies...I tried to stay out of my body for as long as I could to feel his energy but after about 35-40 seconds I fell back into my body...I asked him the next day if he was meditating on Sunday night, he said yes, I asked did you send me Love? He said always...
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? I was meditating and during it I fell asleep
Was the experience dream like in any way? No I know my dreams from my out of Bodies, I had an OBE, I left through my ears like I always do and it was vibrating
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes When you leave from your body it has a tremendous vibration, it leaves from your ears and something pulls you into your body so you have to work really hard to keep you OUT! It's hard to stay out.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? PURE LOVE
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? The only noise is the vibrating hummm of when you leave through your ears
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No I stayed in the room I was sleeping in but I have gone outside before and it's very difficult to hold the vibration for too long...I fall back in very fast and the vibration is very tiring.
Did you see a light? Yes His soul light, his energy - it was white and gold and so beautiful
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes My friends energy, aura, soul energy, white & gold light
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes I asked him if he was meditating on sunday night , he said yes...he said that day he sent me love...I heared it loud and clear 5 senses really don't apply in an OBE only hearing maybe , vision is different and hearing is an understanding not necessarily an actual sound...
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes
Did you become aware of future events? No No it is hard to hold the vibration...the pull to the body is very very very strong. The vibration gets louder and louder as you are out longer. It also gets louder as you are leaving or trying to stay out for too long. PARANOIA sets in as well, a sense of foreboding that if you stay out too long, you might get hurt or not come back
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No Only prior, I've been very psychic my whole life
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I believe that we are all interconnected through our heart and we feel love for each other. Some things muddle the Love and the EGO IS huge. If we could all see each other like I saw him in this state, the world would be a beautiful place.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I started studying the Kabala afterwards and learned how 99% of our existence does not occur here
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes You share this experiences only with the right people that you know will understand.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The best was that it happened and I felt this immense LOVE and the worst part was that it was too short. I wish it had lasted longer and I wish that i could have controlled staying out of my body longer.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? OBEs are very crazy because before I always had negative OBEs with low vibrating creatures. This was the first time I experienced a positive love during an OBE
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes