It was about 7 pm and I was taking my 2 year old son to bed, he couldn't get to sleep so I got in beside him to settle him. When he had went to sleep, I was still awake and would have normally just got up out the bed and carried on with housework etc, but the more I told myself to get up the less I felt able to move, at first it wasn't that I couldn't move, it was more like I couldn't find the will to get up, I cant really describe what happened immediately after this point.
I cant really
remember a separation.....but I could see the room I was in with my physical
eyes, I could see my son, the wall and the light coming in from the open door,
yet at the same time, with different eyes I could see the street I used to live
in as a young girl, I was in the air about 5 ft from the ground, I was being
pulled or drawn backwards, I could feel the sensation of the cold wind on my
face, almost the feeling of being beside an open car window when the vehicle is
moving, I could smell cut grass, I was terrified, I was trying to move and shout
with my physical body, at the same time as seeing feeling hearing and being in
this other place. I had doubts at first as to whether or not this was an OBE,
because from other peoples stories it sounds as if they shift awareness into a
second self, and the perceive from this second self, yet I would describe my
experience as a split in awareness and perception, I could see, feel and think
in two selves. I don't even know if anyone could make sense of that, I had two
trains of thought, and neither of them knew what was happening.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain I am an able communicator and this was a vivid experience so I can describe it, but I could never find words to express the feelings and sensations associated with the experience, so I could never make anyone truly understand what the experience was like.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? I was awake and alert
Was the experience dream like in any way? no not at all
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No response
What emotions did you feel during the experience? I was frightened and panicked
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? no
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes just people walking on the street I was on.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes they were not different
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes everything was moving faster.
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes although I was frightened, I felt as if I was being taken somewhere I was meant to go.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Uncertain I was concentrating really hard and trying to move myself of the bed I was on when I eventually manage to move I felt strange sensation that I cant really put into words.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain I was always quite intuitive and perceptive, but nothing really special, but since the experience I have regular prophetic dreams, and flashes.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I now believe whole heartedly in reincarnation and connections from past lives, I believe my soul wanted to be somewhere else and it was going to someone I had a connection with.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? Yes, I now use divination every day.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes What emotions did you experience following your experience? I had a panic attack directly afterward, I had never suffered from one before.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? the experience itself was frightening and disturbing, but the knock on effect has been life changing, once I realized what it was that had happened to me, and where my soul was trying to go.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain I cant fully explain it, and I don't know if my description would be understandable to others, but I know what I mean. lol.