Leo T's Experience
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Experience description:

I accompanied a friend who was to pick up some vitamins at health food store. We arrived at the store and a woman there mentioned she did chakras. Not knowing what they were and still don't exactly, I felt a need to try something new.  

I was asked to lay down on a table. She began to play music as the lights went dim. She asked me to relax and let the good energy in and the release all fear etc. 

As I laid on the table I was wondering what if anything is supposed to happen. My mind began drifting, yet still awake. Then I saw the eye looking at me a violet color rather large and close up, then another eye and another until there were hundreds of them all violet in color all facing me. Then I saw two eyes as if on one head and as I looked closer I saw what appeared to be an alien as you would see in a book. Within a moment I saw petals falling, thousands of white petals, I was in a garden with white cherry blossoms falling to the ground all around me and a path that ran thru the trees.  

I followed the path which lead up to a large castle. Next I was in a large room with stain glass windows. I was at a desk writing what I felt were my last words about my life. I was then drawn over to the stain glass window which opened and I saw a bridge made of white light slowly going up in the sky surrounded by what appeared to be clouds. The white was so intense, bright yet, I felt no pain looking at it. Then a man, dressed in a white robe, in sandals, with long brown hair held out his hand to me. "I believe it was what some would describe as Jesus" however as I tried to recall his face it would appear that I never really saw it. 

I touched his hand and was transported instantly to a ridge overlooking a valley of what appeared to be a jungle with geometric homes. Everything, Everything here was made of light. Colors were spectacular ever changing, things were understood not looked upon. I saw a rock and its edge, knew where it was but it was all colors, like a waterfall of rainbow, yet I knew. I knew where everything was, everything in the entire universe. Sight here was knowing. I turned to see who had brought me here but he was gone, yet I knew. He was a form that I recognized but understood he was my last perception of my arrival at this new knowing. I was and had access to everything. 

I felt an unusual comfort, peace and immediately left and found myself above the lady who's table I was on. I was above her listening to her. I then saw her life, in Arizona, Sedona. Don't ask me how I knew I just did. She was in a garden surrounded by a clay wall teaching children about spirituality. The next thing I saw as the children turning to light and becoming a dandelion seed floating up. I was now viewing the earth as if the entire earth were in front of me. I saw the dandelions floating around the earth and touching the earth and then a ripple of light as they hit the earth. Amazing sight. 

I was now instantly in what appeared to be the Himalayas all covered in snow and only mountains in all directions. I was then at the top in a niche where there was a man sitting with legs crossed, he was bald, had a wrap that went around from across one arm down to his waist. He never said a word, no words were necessary. I new I was to ask him a question. I asked " What is the meaning of life." I was at that moment lifted as if floating, I was turned around and I then occupied his body-space.  

At that moment I saw the universe, billions of galaxies, all circling like snowflakes, in a dancing mass. It was alive, spinning, mixing...billions of years passing in only a blink. I saw, knew understood everything. There was nothing of this magnitude to compare, I laughed. It just was. I just knew. 

To me this time lasted I was there forever, yet she touched my arm and I was back. 

I didn't feel like I was asleep. I awoke with tears of joy streaming down my face. I was laughing.  

She said she was amazed and began to tell me what she saw. 

She saw thousands of white feathers floating down, a hand with white light touching my hand, she saw a mountain and then all the stars twisting. She saw most of what I saw. 

She did not see what I saw about her. I told her and she was excited. She mentioned she taught children about spirituality at one time years ago. She said she had a garden as I described in Michigan. I mentioned I saw Sedona Arizona. never hearing about that place before. She laughed and said she was going there to visit a friend and was wondering what she should do in life next. 

I did not die. Yet I know were I was without a doubt. 

Life is clear. 

Simple. 

What is now happening in my life I would have considered impossible, but each moment of each day is now a connection to my purpose "TO SERVE". 

I died a birth, they brought me back. I have always seen things differently. I know now. 

See life has a purpose and we choose to be the tool life needs us to be and abundance is. When we choose fear we delay our understanding of what is. Life is symbiotic. We are all connected. Accept, be at peace.   

I have no fear and I am fearless.

I have no doubt and I am all knowing.

I have no reason not to tell you these things.

I know you know. 

I am.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          Uncertain          Imagine knowing everything is at the same place at the same time. Knowing beyond perception as someone who is reading this screen vs knowing instantly what is taking place on the other side of the earth. Everything is made of light, definition of things are based on focus. The universe is a living organism.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No     

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?  time? hehe...no time. Level...all knowing. Alertness...all clear. Always.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?          More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:        Everyday consciousness is a planned filter. There all filters are removed.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?          Yes    Beyond words. Words are imagined interpretations of something experienced. Can't explain the level of clarity, vividness, color but will try. 

Imagine you are sitting in a dense fog right now.

Now imagine you are sitting at a waterfall where the mist makes a rainbow as the sunny day shines down, the air is crisp and clean. Now imagine that that range is from 1 to 10. Now imagine from 0 to infinity. Now imagine a place where you can imagine infinity without a doubt.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
          Yes    No use of sound. Just knew. Focus on sound...then sound. Focus on light then light. Focus on a grain of dust on a planet in a galaxy trillions of light years away and am there. Sound is a choice like all things is choice.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Awe. Wonder. Happiness. Joy. Bliss. Oneness. Knowing. Clarity. Laughter...this life's perception on a relative basis a joke, must laugh.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?        No     

Did you see a light?         Yes    ALL LIGHT...EVERYTHING. EVEN SPACE BETWEEN THINGS.

Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes    On the white path, a figure or representation of what my mind filled in as Jesus. Nothing communicated. Just knew.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?   No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         No     

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?          Yes    See #3

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes    There was only one time and only one space. Sense of focus separated events or representations of space and time.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes    Awareness everything already exists, life is alive, purpose is to SERVE.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No     

Did you become aware of future events?      Yes
          All events exist now. There is no future. Just the now.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?       Yes    I am

Have you shared this experience with others?        Yes    Immediately. There reaction was "Did someone drug you?" They were but would not admit to me.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes    I died at the time of birth and was brought back.

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   it is beyond our filtered illusions we call reality. I know.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? That the universe and everything in it is alive. Everything even space.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:          Experience was definitely real         No rush. It is, I am and will always be.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?          No     

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes    Religion is a man made illusion to separate us from what is.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?          Yes    I can instantly recall everything the event which triggers that is peace and choice to be there again.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? Don't sweat the small stuff and it is all small stuff.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? No      if you need to ask you don't know and words or the images they produce can't have meaning without the experience of that level of knowing.

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? Ask your questions without using words. Use a system of relativity using pictures etc.