I had gone into my middle sister's room. My parent's have a travel home. I was on the bottom floor. I am most comfortable in this room because we have shared it for so long. I had just moved home again and began working at Robinson's May. I felt confident about life again and had no serious worries plaguing me at the time. I laid down on the bed it was in the middle of the afternoon. I knew in the back of my mind that my mom would be home in a couple of hours for lunch. She worked as a preschool teacher at the time. So in knowing that I needed to get up and greet her, smoke a cigarette with her before she left again. We are all very close. I laid down on my back and my mind was still swimming with errands and shallow thoughts of the day. A
ll of a sudden I could feel this vibration and it became stronger and stronger my body was becoming paralyzed with every vibration. I could feel this energy seemingly sucking the very breath and life away from me. I felt very drawn to look up and as I did I saw this incredibly bright light that was not at all calming. It was so bright that I knew with every fiber of my being that it was not allowing me to see its full brightness because it would destroy me utterly. It spoke to me through my thoughts and it told me it is time to go now Kristi. You no longer belong here it is time to come home please do not fight me. As this was happening I was unwillingly being drawn from my body to this incredibly bright light. I fought and told it I can not leave my family right now they need me as I need them.
I could literally feel the light drawing me away from my body and taking away my breath it was so terrifying. I could feel my body dying even though I wasn't in it. I was looking back and completely freaking out and struggling the more I struggled the light would very calmly tell me No you do not belong here come home now. I told it, "no I belong here!!! How do you think my mother will feel when she sees her first born lying dead on the bed???" I knew in my soul I had to fight and I was calling my mom in my head screaming becoming frantic. Looking at the door desperately trying to escape for me and my family's sake.
I think my mother somehow heard me because I heard the garage door and my mother's voice franticly calling my name as if she knew all was not well. I could hear the worry in her voice as she called my name, I was screaming for her to please save me even though I knew she could not hear me. The vibrations and the pulling from the light was so strong I was running out of energy. I looked back at the bed to see myself turning white and dying. I knew it was leaving me no where to go for a reason. She came down the stairs and looked at me and gasped and she began shaking me saying my name over and over again, as this was happening the light began to let go slowly as if it could not do this with such disturbances! I could feel myself coming back to my body and the sweet breath of life coming back to my body replenishing me.
never so happy to see my mother. I knew then that there was a very special bond
between mother and child that knows no bounds. She saved my life. She said you
looked so white and I knew I needed to wake you. She kept asking me if I was
okay after the initial shock I told her what had happened and she looked at me
and said that wasn't God baby that might have been an alien or some sort of
entity. She said she knew she needed to come home right away. I looked at the
clock of course getting ready to argue with her that this was when she was to be
home, it was 10:45 in the morning she wasn't due home for another hour and a
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Very alert and conscious!!!
Was the experience dream like in any way? No I was being taken against my will and I was very frightened!!
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Fear and sadness for my family.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? No
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No
Did you see a light? Yes
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes The light was a being. I got the distinct feeling that this creature knew me and that it needed me to come with it.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes I notice now that I always know what people are thinking like not that that I can hear their thoughts but I most certainly feel their energy. I also see things now that I could not see before.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes To me this felt like an eternity yet it could not have been more than a few minutes.
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes I knew that alot of what we say we say through energy.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes This being did not want me on earth. I was very frightened and knew that I didn't have to much of a chance against this entity but that it wasn't fair to my family!
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I now can see things like black forms and have had many experiences with things that I say are very much alive and present just we aren't able to really see them. I believe they live among us in a sense just not in this dimension if you will.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? Well I was very afraid of leaving my body ever since then. I used to practice leaving my body openly and was getting better at it. I have left my body since but it has never been like that. I also noticed that since that day and my fear for being without my body I haven't been able to travel very far at all. Maybe a few feet before returning. It sounds strange but I can feel a thing behind me attached to me now. Like a rope or something.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes My mom was afraid that it would happen again and others that I have told said that they have had obes and don't think I am crazy just none quite like mine.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? Fear and displacement and questions. Why was it so important that I leave? Why did not care that my family would be forever scarred by that event?
What was the best and worst part of your experience? It was frightening but it was almost relieving in a sense knowing that I was important and wanted elsewhere. My life wasn't a waste.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I would really like to speak to others and get their opinions on what this was.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes