Kevin C's Experience
i was lying face down on my bed the other morning. I was awake and i was getting ready to move to my office in the next room where i work. i was just moments away from getting up to make coffee like every morning. next thing i knew i was in the office room next to my bedroom and i was levitating. (keep in mind i was levitating but not with my body.) i wondered at being free my physical self. i saw what i could only describe as my own life force. no , i saw myself from the standpoint or perspective of my own life source. my soul as i call it. i was my soul looking at myself. it's so surreal, so abstract it is hard to find the words. i knew i was one person. one complete being , yet i was looking at my human self from the state of pure energy. i was free of the body. i began a monologue within myself but have no memory of what was said. all i remember is the incredible liberation of existing in a state of pure energy. everything was incredibly lucid.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain
it was so foreign to the state of consciousness i have experienced for 28 years in that it was completely outside of my body.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? i was completely outside of my body. my total consciousness was in the room next to where my body was at the time.
Was the experience dream like in any way? a thousand times more intense than a dream . more real in fact than the waking everyday human state.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
i saw myself made up of millions of points of light. strange but my eyes were blue just like in real life. these points of light made an image of me which looked exactly like me.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? unconditional love for myself . absolute acceptance of my being.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? nothing.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Yes
i was in the office room of my one bedroom where i work each day.
Did you see a light? Yes
there was incredible light all around me.
Did you meet or see any other beings? No
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes
i was fascinated with the feeling of floating while out of my body. i floated the whole time.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Uncertain
everything was one sense. the senses were not seperate in that state.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes
not altered, but as if there were no time.
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
not special knowledge, but a feeling of universal order
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes
i completely put my trust in what i can only call the light that was surrounding me while out my body. it was everywhere. so bright . so damn beautiful.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? everything is more intense.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
i now trust this light completely.
Have you shared this experience with others? No
but i will.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? disappointment that i could not remain in that state.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? nothing about it was bad.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? no
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
yeah. the questions made me think about it and find the words. now i feel prepared to tell my girlfriend and others. but not everybody.