Kenneth O's Experience
First of all, I have had in my past astral projected several times as a teenager, but for this purpose, I had to pick the best one that lasted a life time in my memories, hence the "Big One".
The third visit is what I call the "Big One".
At the time I was studying Kung Fu 6 days a week, and was really in to it big time! I befriended a Korean family and in that family, I was friends with the mother, the father was separated at the time, and she had at the time 3 children one of the children was named (Ben) who was about 8 years old. So the mother and Ben, were studying Kung Fu and afterwards we would always hang out, having fun swimming eating together, and just having innocent fun.
Then I got the call from my Instructor, Ben is dead. That call came about 10:30pm. Later that night when I went to sleep, in my dream Ben had contacted me by using the phone in my house, I picked up the phone, and Ben said:
Where are you? I'm all alone and scared! It was so real, it woke me up out of sleep with chills to my bone. Visit two - Ben came to me the second day, in my dream, this time it was different (Big time). It was a dream I was having, and it was about Ben, I could feel him, his presence then the dream went to an other level, he took my hand in the dream, and started to take me upward... further and further faster and faster... the dream suddenly didn't become a dream anymore, because Ben was in control I was not? We went to a place that was like a holding station for children, it was a play ground for him and children his age to play on. There were these unusual beings that looked really weird? almost unreal and like they were animated and funny looking, and there sole purpose was to keep the children busy.. swinging them teeter tottering helping with the slides, so on and so forth... they never talked, just had a cheesy smile to please the kids. But it was a unsatisfying preoccupation to reality, that they or he had not gone through the light yet, because he was scared.
Day three, "The Big One" I was sleeping and I had slept the wrong way, and had slept on my left arm in the wrong way, it was cutting blood circulation to my arm, and I could slowly feel my blood flow slowing down. I just ignored the feeling of the buzzing in my arm, because I was exhausted from my other two nights sleep and I needed just to get a good night sleep! no matter what! Well I guess when I had slept on top of my left arm, it caused me to unintentionally Astral project out of my body. When I was out of my body, I was really curious about if there was a heaven? so with out a second thought I flew like superman! faster than the speed of light! at least that's what I thought? Until things took a turn for the surreal. When I was traveling, I was traveling no longer with sight, but more of thought. There were no stars in the sky? When I traveled, it was like I was pulled in to a worm hole.
I was traveling so fast that it was total darkness, but I could hear as if I was going through a wind tunnel, and it seemed to last a life time, but probably was only about one minute maybe less. Then when I came out of the darkness I came into the light. This was the light of God or Christ. When I looked up, there was a small bright star or (Sun) that gave off an extreme bright light just like the sun, only the circumference was not as large. And around the sun with its awesome aura, was thousands upon thousands, who knows, maybe even millions of Angels that were sparkling with there own special glimmer. They were all singing in unison "Ahoo Whaa Ahh". Over and over, I have no clue what the heck that means to this day, but when you see something like that and feel something like that, you just do not forget! Anyway, when I saw the light, I knew in my heart it was Christ or God or what ever Supreme being that you might believe in? It was definitely Him or it? because I could not see his face from the distance, just looked like a small sun that was so very bright! But one thing I did know! It was home! I was Finally home! A place where I felt unconditional Love 24 /7. Totally Non-Stop Feeling of Love, no other thoughts were entered in to my brain, that was it!
Then, I saw a face that I had recognized! Ben! He took my hand and said: I'm scared! Please come with me! I'm scared to go by my self! I of course could not say no. So I went with him, closer and closer to the light. The closer I went to the light, then faster my body started to feel different..?? The best way I could describe it is, that the closer I was getting to the light, the more I was attracted to the light, the closer I got to the light, I felt my body vibrating, faster, and faster, like a moth to a candle flame, that's exactly what its like. You are mesmerized by the feeling of beauty, and pure awe, you wanted to get closer and closer. My body kept vibrating faster and faster and harder and harder! There was no denying! I was in the presence of God! I could no longer see Ben anymore, he was gone... and now it was my turn! I looked into the light and said mentally "Hello Father".
I had always called Jesus or God "Father" because that's what kind of relationship, that I had always had imagined. Well he or the sun replied with a swift hand! As soon as my words parted my thoughts, I was pulled back out of the light, back through the darkness and thrown back it to my body Immediately! I'm talking about BAM!!! The feeling was like someone had a bungee cord, and pulled with so much g-force that it literally hurt! I was thrown back into my body where I felt the still numbing feeling, of my left arm that was still a sleep, and I quickly turned my self over to get that blood flowing once again. Moreover, I was totally drained from that experience for a length of at least three days, before I felt back to normal.
I have had several experiences w/ OBE, but this was the "Big One" I wanted to share with you.
Thanks for your time to read!
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? 100%
Was the experience dream like in any way? No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Love
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? yes - "Ahoo Whaa Ahh".
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Yes Heaven with multitude of Angels
Did you see a light? Yes Small sun
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes Seeing My friend Ben, guiding him into the light.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes thoughts were used, not your true voice.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes The purpose is to learn to Love, unconditionally. After all weather you are black or white on earth, your soul has no colors.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No - traveled too far, by accident.
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes I didn't belong to pass the light, so I got thrown out like a bum!
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I do not fear death.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? Yes - I appreciate life one day at a time.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes Mentally ready for death, when it comes.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes They all think it was a dream.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? I felt like I seen a show, that only a few are privileged to see.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? Getting kicked out of heaven
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I wish it was like the movies, where I could see the future or some of the sci-fi stuff. like reading minds picking horses. not me! lol!
No special skills
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No Just Say No!
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. I would not mind to see how people feel after a (OBE)? are they drained like I was, or do they feel refreshed? what is there general feeling when they go back to their body after experience?