Katsiaryna Z's Experience
All my life I have had really vivid dreams. Sometimes I think that I live another life after falling asleep, but this experience is not even close to any of my dreaming conditions. I know that we can leave our physical bodies, I think that it is absolutely okay that people have those out of body experiences but I didn't know that I would be allowed to have one of those just not having NDE, but trying to sleep.
Before anyone try to doubt and tell me that I had a very vivid dream or sleeping paralysis or anything else like that I will say that everything that it could be I experienced before and it's not any of these. I remember every moment of my OBE and I was completely conscious during that time.
I cannot say that I was shocked or distressed by all of the things going on because I was early thinking that it would be great to leave my body whenever I want to. I would be like some people on our planet do, calling it astral body adventures or whatever. But as it happened too fast after my thoughts and I was not planning on that, it just caught me off guard a little bit.
I was trying to fall asleep reading the book in my bed and finally felt like I am ready to go see my nightly crazy dreams. I closed my eyes and started to go through my first stage of sleeping, feeling the darkness and relaxing weakness. Suddenly, I opened my eyes. I was totally conscious and realized that those are not my physical eyes that are opened. It was really odd, but I was completely calm. I knew that I was given a chance to go out of my body and remembered immediately the "roll out" method I read in the book. So I started trying to roll for some reason towards the wall, where there wasn't a lot of space. Immediately my whole body started vibrating. The sound in my ears was so loud, like I got into the airplane engine. There was noise and vibrations. My vision stared to blur and then turned into more like tunnel vision. I knew I was going to leave my body. But then in my head I just asked myself "Where are you going? You don't even know the place and how to get back!" After that, I realized that my hand had separated. I put it back and opened my eyes (this time physical).
felt like I did not even fall
asleep or anything like that. I opened my phone and wrote it all down and this
time I wanted to complete my business. I closed my eyes and repeated everything
above. I got out of my body safely, like a balloon flying to a wall. I saw
myself and my boyfriend sleeping. Then I thought of my body and tried to move,
it worked and I got back to my body. I did not wake up this time. I slept all
night and had dreams, but I do not remember them now. I always remember only the
last dream and never the one happened right after falling asleep. Even if
it could be a dream, which is not, it would not be remained in my memory until
morning. I don't know why I now say
about that like it's not a big deal for me, but I am always a skeptic for things
I cannot test myself. I still cannot believe it was so easy, but I cannot repeat
it since then.
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? No
Was the experience difficult to express in words? No
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? All the time
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness no
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Like everyday vision but blurred after a few seconds
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I heard noise like planes make when they take off mixed with vibrations
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? Yes I saw my body lying on the bed, saw the whole room, it was dark, but my vision was a bit better as if it was my physical one
What emotions did you feel during the experience? serenity, it all felt so natural, seems like I knew what I was doing.
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? Yes I felt like someone just exposed this OBE to me to show that it all real, I was wondering and they just let me know it all really happens.
What occurred during your experience included: Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience I just got my question answered, it was like a gift for me, the gift never even dream to receive
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.
My experience directly resulted in: Moderate changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? No
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No I can control reality, but only when I really need to and only in special cases I choose.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes The next day, but I didn't hope to be understood, it's impossible without proofs
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real Real as it was 1 sec ago
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real Real as it was 1 sec ago
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain I experienced OBE, not NDE, but as I left my physical body, I thought I'd share