First of all I have never taken any kind of recreational drugs or
have had any addiction problems nor was I on any kind of medication or have had
any kind of mental illness of any kind. I documented this event minutes after my
experience on paper.
I was sitting on the
sofa waiting for a friend to return back to the house so was reading a book on
color therapy when this strange sense of deeply connecting with my inner self
took over my consciousness. It first began at the point where I was able to
consciously connect with every cell in my body and then my own inner voice told
me that I knew I could do this 'connecting down to a cellular level of my body'
all along. Like it was some kind of common knowledge at a very base or spiritual
level or an awakened inner consciousness?
The more I seem to curiously concentrate on this feeling the deeper and more
profound it became. It felt like 'home' and very 'natural' on some level to do
this. The next aspect of this experience was that my body became very light in
my torso area and I started to feel a separation of my body as it seem to float
off. I was aware of two separate beings; clearly this 'floating off' part of me
and my 'physical body' which was sitting on the sofa. The part that wanted to
separate off from my physical being took over and wanted, yearned, desired so
deeply to go towards the kitchen for some reason which was north west in
direction to where I was sitting. I allowed myself to lift off but became
frightened and pulled back. Within seconds I was trying this out again but in
this second phase the sensations became deeper and stronger and I seem to pull
out further this time. Within moments, once again I became very frightened and
pulled back and returned to my normal state. I ran outside for fresh air and
waited for my friend to return where I told her the story.
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes The depth and profoundness is difficult to put into words.
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
During the second phase of the sensation.
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
During the second phase of the sensation.
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
No There was nothing visual about this experience; it was all mental
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
An intense profound knowledge, intense feeling of finally being at
peace and at my real home or my destiny. I yearned to be there. I also felt an
excitable kind of fear of having this kind of power. I was able to think outside
of the experience as well as inside of it; just as I was able to be out of my
body but still in the physical aspect of it.
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
you see a light?
you meet or see any other beings?
you experience a review of past events in your life?
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
Yes All the levels were emotionally and excitably beautiful and like a home
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes I was clearly moving from reality to some altered space and able to
navigate between it for what may have been just a few minutes.
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes Yes, definably a special knowledge and a kind of inner universal
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes The only boundary was my conscious self prohibiting me from totally
loosing myself in this experience. I held back out of fear. I was afraid I could
not come back to reality.
you become aware of future events?
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes I shared it with a friend within 10 minutes after the event and they
were questioning my experience but fairly receptive
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
Experience was definitely real I was struck by the fact that I felt so
powerful and that no one else in the world had experienced this incredible
power. I felt alone and exclusive in this experience for some reason; like I was
singled out or selected for it? I tried to recreate the experience in days and
weeks to come but it never returned to me.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
was very meaningful now and at the time was that there was a strong voice in my
head that told me I had the inner knowledge base and the power to create this
experience all along. The voice said 'you knew you could do this'
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real It was the most real thing that has ever
happened to me in my life and that my life as I knew it was not as profound as
this experience. Almost like we are all waiting to get to this kind of place.
Like this dimension is waiting for us?
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
have no religious affiliations and float between being an atheist to believing
in some kind of supreme power. I am open to anything.
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?