Josh R's Experience
As night time came I knew it was around eleven o'clock, and I had a candle burning, I started praying with a emblem of Jesus in my hand, and my girlfriend was praying with me then she started holding my hand, as I almost finish praying, the candlelight flare up about a inch and everything became so peaceful, I will my life over to God, with the peaceful feeling I became tired, but I would not lay my head back, because when I did I could almost pass out. I sat there holding my head up while I started falling asleep. I got this tingling feeling rushing up my body with a faded tingling going into a numb feeling with my heart speeding up and my ears going deaf. Then I heard this loud bang noise.
I started dreaming about flying over a tan color city, or kingdom, next thing I was by a little patio with a couple of steps with people and Jesus, once I walk on the patio, I knew somehow god had accepted me, I was going up in a birdcage rounded oval with a flat bottom, but I felt warmness cotton like softness beneath the back of my body and I also felt my body lifting and lifting in such a smooth fast very fast way, then I open my eyes, from my dreams to realize I'm in heaven. I was way up in the sky and looking down and I seen two people walking side by side holding hands walking up to some stairs that led to three big tan doors but I kept looking upwards and saw a beautiful kingdom with a really neat looking hexagon shape building in the center of the kingdom over looking thee glass like structures that were reflecting bright light and I look up straight ahead of me and seen the most beautiful giant light with a pillars on each side of God but as soon as I seen the light-God. Boom I was back in my body.
door was opening with my twin brother walking in for a second, just to see what
I was doing. I also noticed my head was laying back on the chair part, so I took
a shower feeling great about the experience that I had, but yet wishing I would
of stay. my pain was half of what is was, and now when I pray or get
sick my hands get warm, and hot, and I have relieved peoples, kids of their pain
and one elderly lady. This afterlife experience has change me for the better.
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes I was in extreme pain halfway down my body from my head.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Towards the end of the dreams, waking up in heaven.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: Towards the end of the dreams, waking up in heaven.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes clear, just clear as can be.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)? Uncertain
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? peacefulness, a feeling of love, that cannot be explain
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Uncertain
Did you see a light? Yes big, wow and beautiful
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes just God's light and the two people, but no communicating.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No God is there every moment, Faith, life is short, love, family is important, when someone passes away, I do not mourn them but miss them, and always trying to stay as good as I am.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes The glass like kingdom of God, and God the light of the kingdom is also in revelation, I found that out after my experience.
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes Heaven
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Uncertain you got to ask me again, cause as far as I know time kept going on.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes you don't think, you know and feel love
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain This question a little confusing.
Did you become aware of future events? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes warmness in my hands, to heal, and it does really depend on that persons faith.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes at the time, to couple years later, some people believe me, some jealous, and some don't believe me.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real IT was so real, like it was more real then here, just real.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? How god loves and cares for us and god's light and kingdom with the feeling of love.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real Very Real, I still remember very clearly.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I don't need to be with someone out of being lonely. God is there all the time.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes A little more religious, but more spiritual
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? A picture that is close except for the sky and the kingdom was built different, wider and the pillars were taller and wider, plus there where doors, and glass like structures and the light was more beautiful
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes To the best I can.
Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? None