There are 5 kids in my family.

It was the day before Easter and I was the only child allowed to be in the house as my mom prepared the Easter baskets for us kids.

The older kids had to stay outside because my mom didn't want them to see what she was doing.

It was a surprise.

I knew what she was doing and I remember being conscious of that.

I knew that the baskets would be put out late that night when all the kids were in bed.

I heard her talking to someone on the phone about it.

She gave me some little jelly beans while she was filling the baskets.

At one point my oldest brother came in from outside and wanted to know if he could come in.

My mom said no!

He was really mad and told her it wasn't fair that I could be inside and he couldn't.

He ran over to me and pushed me down and then ran back outside.

I understood everything that was going on I just didn't know how to communicate that.

I formed a plan in my mind that I would wake up late at night and go to the living room and get some candy out of the baskets.

I shared a room with my older sister.

She never woke up during this whole experience and to this day still doesn't know what happened.

I woke up late that night just as I planned.

I remember laying in bed and how the elastic on the plastic pants around my diaper was cutting into my skin because they were to small.

As I lay there My consciousness shifted to my head so it felt like I was just my head and then I became unaware of my body alltogether.

It was just all mind. It wasn't light in the sense that we see light with our eyes but rather something which transcends that.

Then I thought about the candy and once again my consciousness extended to the whole body.

I crawled off the bed and quietly crawled into the living room where the baskets had been placed on the fireplace mantle.

I reached the living room and stood up to go to the fireplace and get the candy.

As I stood there I felt and heard something simultaneously.

It was like a hissing/ringing/whooshing vibration that made the hair on my body stand on end.

I then felt a vibration.

All these things enveloped me and I felt being moved to another place in just a split second.

Then I was on a plateu overlooking a city.

I remember tall grass, a gentle warm breeze and someone there with me.

I remember being fascinated by the view and all the lights of the city.

The whole time I was looking out over this city the person there was telling me about my life here on Earth and that I'm here for a specific reason and to never forget that I have purpose here.

I ackowledged all that I was told.

I never felt afraid, just amazed.

I don't remember what I was told just that I have a specific reason to be here.

After acknowledging all that I was told, I next found myself coming to consciousness.

My body was physically spinning around in the living room with my arms out stretched due to the centrifical force from spinning.

I fell to the floor and I remember my body having no feeling to the touch.

I felt my face and it was numb.

I was still aware of what had just happened and kind of just lay there for a moment trying to process everything.

After a brief period of time the feeling came back to my body and I was able to stand up.

I then remembered about the candy.

I went to the fireplace to steal some candy.

I felt drugged. It was still hard to move. My arms felt so heavy and when I reached up to get the candy I knocked the basket down from the mantle.

No body woke up.

I was scared of getting into trouble so I went back to bed.

I found out about twenty years later that I had knocked over the basket for my oldest brother.

My parents thought that he did it because of his anger the previous day about having to wait outside.

They punished him by denying him his Easter basket until later. 

That experience is just as fresh in my mind now as it was then. 

Here's what I'm experiencing now. 

Usually around 3am - 4am If I fully wake up, use the bathroom or get a drink of water, when I go back to bed I can induce an experience that is somewhere between an OBE and a lucid dream.

I can do this at will most any time I want.

The way it start is always the same.

I hear the hissing/pulsating stuff and then I know I can simply roll out of my body and move around inside the house or I can walk through walls or glass windows and go outside.

Once I first leave my body, I look at the clock just to make sure it's not just a dream.

I can do this almost every night if I want but I don't see the point.

The experiences always turn into a lucid dream and then I can make anything happen.

What I used to do was to make a beautiful women appear then I would start having sex with her but never completing the act, but rather waking up. 

The last time that happened a man in the lucid dream told me that I need to quit focusing on the sex in the experience because it would keep me confined to a lower level of consciousness.

So I've stopped doing that.

About a year ago I finally asked for a guide during one of the OBEs.

Someone appeared in my living room and it was female and she told me three things to remember.

I went back to my body and was awake.

I thought about the three things I was told and realized that it was true.

I was so sure that I'd remember the 3 things I didn't write them down fight then.

In the morning I forgot what they were.

It has taken many experiences for me to feel un afraid to touch my sleeping body.

When I finally did it was really weird because I could feel the heat of the body it's hand wouldn't let go of me and I really had to concentrate to pull away.

So anymore when I have this experience I just go into the living room and look around and think, "so this is really boring".

About a month ago I decided to ask for a guide once again.

OK, this really freaked me out at first.

I rolled out of my body and went to the living room.

I stood there looking out of the sliding glass door.

I said or thought, (it's hard to tell which), I need a guide! Is there anyone or thing out there in the universe that can tell me why this keeps happening?

Please! I begged. Please! Someone!Anyone!

The next thing that happened was I saw an orb of bright white light outside in the yard by one of the trees.

Then this light came into the house and moved around the kitchen and then went back outside.

The light was about as big around as 6"ball.

I moved towards the sliding glass door to see where the light went.

Just as I got to the door, a purple and white light shone down from up above the house.

Just as I looked up I saw a round Ship with lights in the bottom hovering over the house.

It shined it's lights into the kitchen where I was and I got really scared and went back to the bedroom.

The ship followed over head and stopped outside the bedroom window.

I was desperately trying to get back in my body but I couldn't.

Finally the shipped moved away from the window and hovered above the yard about 50 feet.

I looked up into the night sky passed the ship and way up in the sky I saw a formation of 7 or more ships flying together and then like at an incredible speed they went in different directions.

Then I was able to enter back into my body.

I was totally freaking out when the experience ended.

I swore that would be the last time I leave my body.

But after about a week of thinking about it I came to the conclusion that either I'm losing it or this is real but either way I knew I needed to face the fear.

So I went to bed with the intention of asking again for a guide.

I rolled out of the body as normal and went to the living room and says, "ok bring on the UFOs! I'm not afraid!"  Then all of the sudden the sky was blue and not dark and there were all kinds of ships flying above but then I realized that it had turned into a lucid dream. 

So now, I don't do it anymore.  I still hear the sound but I just ignore it and go back to sleep. Am I losing my mind?

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          No     

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?            Refer to #4

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  Refer to #4

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?          Yes    I don't know

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          depends on each experience

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?          yes. refer to #4

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?        No     

Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes    refer to #4

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes   

Telekinesis is a normal part of my lucid dreams.  Moving objects, telepathic communication, flying

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         No     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?     Yes    I don't remember focusing on that.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes    I sense the Earths movement, the solar systems movement and the galaxies movement.  I have the sense of being inside of a Supreme Mind.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes    It bugs me when I hear people say "sunrise or "sunset".  This planet isn't here for the Human life forms to trash.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?           No     

Did you become aware of future events?      No     

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?          Yes    refer to #4

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?           No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   No         

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       no

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?       Yes    I'm very concerned about helping the human life forms to heal the planet.

Have you shared this experience with others?        Yes    in my life time, less than 6 people.

They just thought it was cool or I was making it up.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Now I'm just getting bored with it.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?    Worst, not understanding why I can do it.