Jill B's Experience
Hi, I am a native American woman who has had this experience…..I do not know what to think of it….. I am also a Christian that teaches against OBE yet God has spoken to me and has giving me dreams and visions that were just as real as this experience….. I never seen myself go back into my body or ever felt myself leave my body so can you analyze this?
I was telling my roommate about a dream that I had and my grandmother Blue Earrings appeared and we smoked her pipe together….really a neat and beautiful dream colors seemed the most perfect and crystal the pipe tasted so so sweet….
It started….. I was out in a world like the one we live in now….people like they are…..and we were out walking…like I was with a group and I wandered off toward this wooded area like I was seeking something or being lured…and the woods kept getting thicker and I started to panic cause I could not find my way back and the trees opened and I stepped into another world….dimension….I immediately was astonished…I felt love peace,,,, I seen teepee's all over….the trees and grass was greener than any thing I could imagine, the air was clean, everything was crisp and detailed….the camp was beyond beautiful…camp fires outside, not inside of the tipi like summer camp. I felt peace…. Then a Beautiful young girl…came up to me and gently took my hand and said to me “we are glad you made it, I need to take you to someone you need to meet, now” and she took me to this massive tipi…how I knew it was big is I kept walking around and around the edge…to get to the front when I got to the front there were several people waiting on me…I remember only one….. she was the most beautiful …. Her hair to her feet….two wraps in front rest hung from back to her feet…..her dress was quilted entirely in the upper half..the colors brilliant….the elk teeth were on her dress…her moccasins were beautiful….designs I had never seen before…much white on them…white buck skin or some sort of leather…much quills on them….she was slightly shorter than me….not much….as we were able to look at each other….but trim…..her hair shined, her teeth were beautiful…the lines around her eyes were fine yet her cheek bones were defined she had full lips that burst into smile…she was full blood…and I knew her…it seemed….as I was not afraid….. she took me and said, “I have been waiting on you, I am glad that you came”… she spoke no English as I heard the words out of her mouth in Lakota but I heard in my translation English, my language….was not hers…but my understanding was English…. She had this beautiful pipe…she smoked first then turned pipe and I smoked….it was the most sweet smelling, sweet tasting tobacco…it was awesome…then she smudged me…and smiled beautiful and told me that she wanted me to tell those people and she pointed towards the dimension that I had just come from about love, peace and share the pipe, then she told me that I had to go back…..I begged her to let me stay I did not want to go back to that world…and she hugged me very tightly and lovingly and put my hand into that young girls hand and she led me back to the entrance….I was so lonely and did not want to leave…I remember crying…..but went through…..and when I got through it seems like there was this heavy evil thing that just all around and yet I felt so protected…and I was to tell what I had been through and take the message of love and peace…..
I will tell you what my brother said…he says it was our great-x 4 grand mother Blue Earrings medicine woman…did great things……as I had never seen her before but they tell of her long hair…..any way
Also there is this woman in EB at that time….same week….she is very traditional….very large woman maybe in late 50’s -60 I forget her name either Helen or Cecilia Circle Eagle…. I was taking her something…cant remember what…but when I walked in she tells me to sit down…..disregarded what I was bringing her…and she says to me….Jill B Great Great Great Great Grand Daughter of Blue Earrings…. Hmmm…… she says…to me and here I had not met her…before…just running errand…. Embrace the dream you had and do what you were told… learn about the ways of the pipe like you were told…. I was astonished….I asked her if she had spoken to my brother…and she said no not for a very long time….I asked her how she knew of such a thing because I had only told him…..she told me she was praying and it came to her for me to tell me so that I would believe and act on it…. I told her that I knew nothing of the native faith…and I was Christian….and she stated that she knew…
So what is this… it was far to crystal clear and real the same way that the spirit of the Lord Jesus Christ speaks to me…. Yet my boyfriend who is somewhat traditional says it was traveling or OBE…
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? I had went to bed and this happened
Was the experience dream like in any way? when I am dreaming things seem like looking through a dirty window...when I have dreams that foretell something or I am being directed to do something they are crystal clear...taste smell and there is always some sort of evidence such as tears from crying on my pillow and I usually will have had a hard night of grinding my teeth......
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? a little scared when I felt like I was lost in the woods.... then when I had to leave the beautiful world to come back to this one...
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? not that would have been unusual... very peaceful
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Uncertain the teepee camp I had not seen one.... was beautiful....been to pow wows but not tipi camp....
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? Uncertain they were people....and felt like I knew them...
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes description of people were relatives that I had not ever known
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes incredible....sharp....vision perfect, taste buds almost could taste the sweet air....smell of camp fire.... taste of the tobacco was like honey....could still taste it when I woke up...
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No not really as I had went to bed but when I awoke from dream and felt my tears it had been 5 hours since I had gone to sleep
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes just telling me to go speak of love peace and gain knowledge of the pipe
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes when I wanted to turn and go back to my world I could not then when leaving I could not go back into the beautiful world
Did you become aware of future events? Uncertain given a task but did not carry it on as far as learning the pipe
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Uncertain I wanted to stay in that world did not want to return but told to...
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes I still have dreams....like that....I think they are from Jesus
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Uncertain I am just trying to follow up on some of these life experiences with a possible explanation
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? it was 12 years ago...since I have always like normal had difficulty with relationships,....but in recent months I have read some books and make healthy choices and working a co-dependent recovery program.....
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain had bumps and bruises along the way.....
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes yes.... wow....non belief...angry I received the dream that I did not understand...
What emotions did you experience following your experience? confused because I have been taught that OBE is witch craft and I do obey Jesus but I am still a type of person to research first prior to making this sort of decision....my mother tells of how she used to "fly" when she was about my age...
What was the best and worst part of your experience? I got to look and feel a world that was tranquil and with peace not like we have or live in now.....worst: I felt like the woman that I smoked pipe with when I left her I did not want to felt like a child that leaves their mother for the first time and lonesome....felt loved like no other..feeling
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? there was confirmation of dream from others to encourage me but they had no way of knowing
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes