Jasper V Experience
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Experience description:
As mentioned, I shut my eyes for a short time as I laid in bed. At that moment
I moved out of my body and shot far upwards out ("through my head") and saw
extremely clearly a stone path over which I "Leapt". I didn't see it with my
"eyes", but with "myself" and saw everything far more clearly than what may be
seen with eyes. Large, beautiful, sand colored stones. On both sides of the
path were the most pretty flowers and exuberant plants I had ever seen in
unbelievably beautiful colors. The scene cannot be described in language.
Words like, "nice" or "beautiful" really don't say enough. The path and the
flowers swayed, strangely enough, in a darkness filled with stars. When I
realized this I looked up from the path and I saw before me a powerful, intense
Light. I "leapt" over the path towards it, I did this without taking steps
but rather I was transported by mere thought. The Light was so unbelievably
intense and bright; I had never before seen or experienced anything like this.
The Light was extremely white but did not hurt my, "eyes". In the Light was such
a gorgeous love, absolute acceptance, complete security, peace and warmth. It is
indescribable in earthly words. I had never felt so loved, secure and safe as
with Her and that Light. I wanted so badly to get to that Light, to become One
with it. The emotion was so strong; it felt as if at last I had arrived, "home".
I came closer but did not go into the Light, that couldn't happen as I saw a
Person, "standing in the light." This Person seemed clearly to me to be a woman
and I knew immediately She was the one who controls everything, is
everything. She was that Light and she was the love and complete acceptance. She
wore a beautiful white robe. She looked at me although I could not make
out Her actual facial features because of the brightness of the Light. She was
also very big and I very small. When She looked me over I felt the total
intensity of Her love and security coming over me. Somehow I asked myself what I
was doing here and what this was. I didn't ask Her this directly, not with words
but formed an emotion out of the "question." Lovingly She enveloped me with Her
warmth and said, "Let yourself not be worried, you have still a long way to go."
Also She let me see how life works and why everything exists and it was so
logical and clear! But I was not allowed to take this information with me.
(after the experience I knew I had understood everything but I could not recall
all the details. Then it became clear I needed to return, to understand my
mission and work it into my life. I didn't want to leave, I wanted so badly to
keep feeling the bliss of that Light. But I went off the path on the way back
and returned into my body. After all this I felt different; refreshed nearly
even though I still longed to feel again the emotions in that Light. I amazed my
wife when telling her what I saw and she is open to it. Aside from this no one
else knows about my experience. Since then I've tried to live differently and
often think about Her mission for me. "A long way," Is that in terms of time, in
terms of education? Inwardly or just what I carry out? How relative can "long"
be? Still, I keep everything to myself. Although completely immersed in
scientific circles, I fear mankind can not deal me a better similar experience.
At the
time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
No
Please
compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
Communication was accomplished without spoken words. I
cannot answer about my hearing.
Did you see
or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No
Did you seem to
encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?
I encountered a definite Being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly
origin
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth
who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha,
etc.)?
Yes
I'm not sure if She ever lived on Earth but She was and is everything, the basis
of and for everything, the origin of everything - difficult to describe... I
couldn't give Her a specific religious name because this would fall short of Her
intense love and acceptance. An earthly religious name would be far too
limiting.
Did you encounter or
become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
During your
experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you
either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
Uncertain
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding love?
Uncertain
Not specific to love as emotion of interpersonal entity. Rather an experience of
love in the Light which was so pure, peaceful, pleasant, unconditional and
warm. A feeling remains with me that this is the sort of love toward which
humankind should strive, to propagate and absorb here as well. It's not always
convenient in daily life but I'm doing my best to personally go further in this.
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information /
awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living
our earthly lives?
No
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful
or significant to you? The seeing of the Light,
meeting Her and receiving the personal message.
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes
I shared it with my wife and After a few years in a short conversation with my
mother. Otherwise with no one else. As a successful scientist it is best not
to talk about these kinds of things.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result
of your experience?
Yes
Before the experience I was an unbeliever and almost not spiritual (I found it
mere wispiness. After the experience I became more spiritual though not
religious. (I think that the human addition of "belief" falls short of Reality)
I am studying this spirituality constantly. I'd like to mention that I never
felt myself to be, "chosen" because I had this experience or that I was better
than anyone else. I'm not like that. It was for me very personal. It spurred me,
and has others to set out to work.
Was the experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain
The part about how life works and why everything was I have never been able to
repeat, even though at the time I knew immediately and exactly how logical it
all was.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
During the entire experience
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
Colors were very bright, communication was by thought. Intense alertness.
Please
compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
Vision was unbelievably clear and sharp. Colors were
unearthly and indescribably lively and beautiful. Vision was not by eyes but
direct.
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Intense love, complete acceptance and warmth. Peace and quiet.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel?
No
Did you see an unearthly light?
Yes
Indescribably beautiful, intense, immense and clear.
Communication happened without words; in some
way through expressing emotions, but this is a poor description; I can't really
explain it better.
Did you
become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did you seem
to enter some other, unearthly world?
The path on which I found myself was very nice. Large,
beautiful, sand colored stones. On both sides of the path were the most pretty
flowers and exuberant plants I had ever seen in unbelievably beautiful colors.
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm. This all swayed, strangely enough in a
darkness filled with stars. At the end of the path was the Light with therein
the female form in in beautiful robe.
Did time seem to speed up or slow down?
Time seemed to go faster or
slower than usual. Linear time seemed not in the usual manner.
Did you
suddenly seem to understand everything?
Everything about the universe.
Everything was suddenly clear and it was so
logical! How we make things so busy on earth and so busy about the wrong
things...!
Did you come
to a border or point of no return?
No
Did scenes from the future come to you?
No
During your
experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting
that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life
after death”)?
Yes.
Because I had been given the possibility to see the immense beautiful Light, to
see Her and to receive a mission, it was real (!!) And it became clear that that
was what comes after.
During your
experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a
supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
Yes
I am fully convinced that the Being in the Light is the One who controls
everything. She exists and mankind can certainly call Her God.
During your
experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a
mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?
Uncertain
During my experience it was explained, not as on earth via literary explanation,
but it became clear in a flash, how nature works, how life works, why everything
is, and why after death we return to Her. It was so simple, elegant and
beautiful. I was not able to take this knowledge with me and can now hardly
recall how logical everything is and how it is based some way on a cycle.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?
No
Personally I received the message not to worry so much, that I had a long way to
go. Since then I have often thought about this message. Why did I get this
message? Why did it come, "out of the blue", (I was not sick or dying? What
does, "Long way" mean? Is this in terms of time, in terms of personal education,
in terms of education among others? A "purpose" that I still have? with
the passage of time it gradually became clearer to me and I think I have an idea
of what was meant. The expression of, "don't make yourself so worried," was so
exactly right, at that moment and during that time in my life, but strangely it
had a deeper meaning concerning later years right up to the present time. I
developed a chronic, rare peripheral neuro-muscular disease. Her message to me,
oddly enough helped me with this and in getting along better with others; to
form my thoughts differently and to deal better with problematic others. Maybe
to communicate differently with them. I drew hope and strength from it; also a
sort of reassurance, a peacefulness.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?
Yes. As mentioned I saw why life exists and how everything works and how simple
it was. But I could not take the knowledge with me.
What occurred during your experience included:
Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs I had at the time
of my experience. Until that time I thought probably there is no God and it is
everyone for himself; since then I've become more spiritual (but not religious).
I listen more to an improved intuition and have a definite feeling that after
this life there is a following level.
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events
that occurred around the time of the experience?
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred
around the time of the experience.
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:
Oddly enough I have a heightened intuition to which I have
learned to listen. Very often my intuition has been proven correct. A few
incidents have presented themselves which were unexplainable and can well be
called "paranormal", even though I do not actively engage in this.
My experience
directly resulted in:
Moderate changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Yes
I seek to live better and be less judgmental. I prefer to do less useless
worrying or pursuing unfounded anxieties.
Do you have
any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you
did not have before the experience?
Yes
Heightened intuition, more empathy and sensitivity regarding places and
buildings; what might have happened somewhere for instance and what vestiges
might still remain there; sometimes clear flashes come to mind of scenes of an
earlier time. Unexplainable shadows that
I've seen in an earlier house, unexplainable light phenomenon that I've seen and
coincidentally photographed.
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to
weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Relationships have deepened emotionally and I look more toward "the person", I'm
also more this way with strangers.
At any time in your life, has anything
ever reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the
questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes