Hera G's Experience

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Experience description:   

First of all, I should say that I am a resuscitated baby, I was born dead. However, this is not the description of a near death experience. When the event occurs, I was 18 years old. I developed difficulties to awaken in the morning, I could listen people speaking to me but I was unable to answer them or to move my body. This is during the period, I have this «bizarre» dream. I was in presence of an intelligence, without dimension, knowing everything and I was terrified.

To comfort me, this intelligence that I feel not good or bad but only a «will» decided to become a white light. And it shows me how this light without dimension could create a smaller unit. When the smaller light separate from the main light, I feel a loss in love, so greater that I hated this intelligence. This intelligence instructs me that I should fulfill his will and I cannot go back. And I know that I was this unit with a mission unknown to me, but a very powerful unit, with the freedom to do everything. A freedom that Iost when I have to enter in my body, I felt some restrictions in space and freedom by the necessity to obey values and principles, that I do not remember, but I think necessary to facilitate my enter in the body. I was a prisoner of this body, I felt incapacitated but I discovered sooner that I could communicate with new senses : hearing, touching. And I found so marvelous to have these tools to discover the world, and new sensations unknown to me. Since this period, I never experience such a dream because I never have sleep problems.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           I was dreaming

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   This was a dream.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

I was not in my body for a part of the dream.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Fear, love/hate and power of freedom/restriction

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           NO

Did you see a light?           Yes, The light comforts me

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes, No time or space, a non limiting dimension in the first part of the dream.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes

I have to fulfill instruction to do so, I have a mission to accomplish.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         No

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes

I found some interest in cosmology after. Anyway I develop a strong interest for the relativist-systemic explanation of the universe.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       Some people said that a have a global view of a situation, if its is related to my experience or not, I do not know, but it helps me to comprehend a situation and give information on a topic. My religious practices change radically after the dream, I was unable to believe, for a long time, in a GOD was a good father, for a long time, I consider GOD as an intelligence outside and inside everything, not good nor evil. The result was to modify my religious practices mainly by a modification of the representation of GOD. Today, I think that GOD is good because he is the «will» of the universe. Anyway, this is pure speculation of myself but it helps me to appreciate good and bad events.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes

I have always know that a spiritual dimension exist which I give a personal explanation, considering it as an other system related to the material world.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

To a friend who will have to live the death of his beloved wife. It helps him to accept her death. I also hope that it will help more people in writing my dream to you.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Very mixed, first, it was a dream, I knew that it was not the reality, and then, this comforts me. But this dream disturbs me for a long time. Today I prefer to live only in the reality, that is why I am writing you. I could say that in writing this event, it will help me to put this dream away forever.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      The best was to give me an explanation of the spiritual world that I hope it will comfort me when death will come. The worst was to experience this lost of love and freedom.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes