I have traveled through countless gates and experienced many things.

This time though I stared my session around 5pm. I placed the electrodes to my head and started the computer program. I could feel the magnetic field rotate on either side of my head.

I settled down, relaxed, moved into trance, felt the energy moving about me.

(To enter trance I was taught to visualize a fog entering the bottom of my feet and circulating through my body and out the top of my head in time with my breath). 

I willed myself out and up. I willed myself to meet god, because I have been tired of wondering if there really was a god. I have never seen god during my travels and I have been very fearful of seeing God) Up I went stars, galaxies, planets, then darkness  -quiet. Finally I saw light, other than my own small light, and I entered a place that resembled our universe except it was made of white light. This is hard to explain, imagine the earth and planets made of light and you get the idea. They revolved like a planet but the sound they made was like the best song you ever heard, the best food you ever ate, or the first time you fell in love, only at an infinite level. 

I could communicate to the other white globes, like myself, by thinking it. I can only liken it to what a human cell must feel. I had access to all knowledge and there were answers to every question I ever had. The human mind could not maintain this much data. 

I tried to get closer to the greater light but was repelled because ( I sensed) I was physically a live and was not supposed to be there. I rushed backward to my body, woke up crying, I am guy that does not get emotional...  I wanted to get back to that place.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No            Drugs of any kind negatively effect me. Except caffeine.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     I was using an experimental device, called a " god helmet" to see if it would boost my OBE experience, it did. I experienced total knowledge and connection to everything. I experienced a level of joy that cannot be explained with words. I was a globe of white light among an infinite number of other white lights. I floated as close as possible to get near the great light, it was massive, pervading everything except the space we were in.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           Totally alert

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes     A globe of white light. I feel it recedes in my forehead area.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I cannot explain them.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           Rushing wind, the sound of a fire, quite. Then the greatest sound, if it was a sound. Hard to explain...

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?            Uncertain      I have never seen a heaven or hell as described by some religions.

Did you see a light?           Yes     See my story.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     At the level I found myself, all things were white light, all connected. Plant animal human, we are all connected.

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes    

Not this time. I have done this in the past. I can move objects, I can will people in real time to do things, I can influence their actions. However, there is a cost. There are some kind of " creatures" , for lack of a better term, that will sense the energy needed to do this. When I willed an aging world leader to stumble and fall, I was immediately attacked by these things. They sapped my energy to the point that it took a week for me to try again. If you attempt ill will, and you can, there is a price to pay. I do nothing that can cause problems to others anymore. Well, only occasionally.....  Lol."

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     I used to do this quite often with friends and family. Not so much any more. The way I would verify is to call at the exact time, or as near to it, as possible. I would will myself to recall clothing, their activity, and location.

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          Yes            Mostly only my vision and thoughts.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     Time did not seem to exist during this particular experience. I could have been there a thousand years or 5 min"...

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes     I knew all there was to know. The closer I got to my body the less I could recall. My brain seemed almost designed to keep me from downloading this knowledge.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?             Yes     I was going to answer no. But I have never been past this location in my story.

Did you become aware of future events?       No       I have to be honest. I avoid future events because they are always negative experiences. I see " visions" as small soundless video. The only thing I want to see are the numbers to the lottery.

Until then, I guess I will have to keep working...

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes     This was the first time I was ever thrown back to my body. I usually just will myself back and then get up and have a snack or drink some milk. I was unable to eat much for three days after this experience. The thought of eating another living being was repulsive, for a while any way"..

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         No      

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   No      

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       I don't think these have changed any. I've been doing this a long time.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         No       Again, I've been doing this a long time.

Have you shared this experience with others?         No       Not this one. It hurts to try and talk verbally about it. There are not words that can explain it properly.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Sadness for leaving this place or maybe it was joy. I was crying either way, something I never do.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      The feeling of being back in a boring 3 dimensional world. I would compare it to leaving The tropics and then coming back to the states during the middle of winter when everything is grey. Does that make sense?

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I've been doing this for over 20 years and I can say it is real. I do not believe it is all in my mind. I have read the articles in science journals etc... If it were all only in my mind, then I don't think I would be able to produce real time data. It is not always 100 percent accurate, but pretty darn close.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No       I never take drugs. I do take a blood pressure medicine though. I am still 165 lbs and 5 10 but ever since I started trying to interact with the real world, while out, it. Has not changed. I stopped trying to influence other minds and objects because of this. My blood pressure may have nothing to do with OBE and my experiments( it probably does not) but it did not start until my trying to move items while out.

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes     You were very detailed. There is a lot more I could add, I still remember fragments here and there.