So I was driving home and on a little road by night, at one moment I just became more and more aware of the world and of my life and while I was asking questions, the answers were immediate. It was explaining my whole life even the sad moments like an incredible symphony. Like it was a song written by God for me and we were playing it together. That 'symphony' was explainable through an incredible mass of emotional layers and it was the most beautiful and most clever thing I've ever seen, felt or saw.
That was pure intelligence, graciousness, merciful thing I had to deal with. As soon as I reached home, I felt like I could write thousand and thousand of books about that event, but I just barely could remember it in details on the next day. When it occurred, I was listening to some music in my car and while I was told the things about my life, every lyric was having a sense ( I have that record for years ! and listened to it a thousand times , it was just like if I was surfing on knowledge for an universal tour of understanding what life is.
was just awesome !! It also showed me the people who are important in my life
and those you have to untangle things with in that present life. I was also
surprised that we have not a lot of choice in fact. Much determinism in
existence. Your life is what it has to be. You met the people you have to met
and you deal with them because you have to !
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? No
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes There's knowledge that only can be explained by emotional way.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When every lyric I was listening was with the emotionnal surrounding was giving a symphonic way to see my life.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal Total awareness of things.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. My vision was normal, I was driving. My brain was in ebullition but I saw nothing outside.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. That was hearing with mind not ears.
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Love, Intelligence, absolute benevolence.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No
Did you see an unearthly light? No
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I heard a voice I could not identify
Telepathically. Someone spoke to me but with my voice. I just couldn't have imagine things with so much intelligence. That was far, far, far more clever than I ever would be. Definitely brilliant !
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Uncertain They told me that if God had wanted to come on Earth, it would be Jesus Christ. Once Jesus did come ...
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience? Yes All my life became clear ! Why I did that, Why I had to suffer, to laugh, to interact with certain people. But no images, sounds or feelings coming one after one like succeeding to finish a puzzle.
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about myself or others
It was about my life except for the Jesus thing ! But I asked a question to God during the afternoon and I just remembered that the next day.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you come to a border or point of no return? No
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from my personal future
Just told me : Now you have your answers ! It's time for you to find your wife and have a family.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist? Yes God doesn't exist. HE IS ! I remembered feeling like the air was alive ! Intelligence was everywhere. Incredible sense of humor too ! Very, very funny !!
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime? Uncertain I just knew my father and me and things to untangle in that life. ( And we have LOL ) !
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist? Yes All is ONE ! And all is running the way is has to be !
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose? Yes Everything is a symphony. Difficulties are bass tones and pleasures are treble ( for example )
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships? Yes Everything is a symphony. Difficulties are bass tones and pleasures are treble ( for example )
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love? Yes The whole Universe is a gift from God ! He loves us so much !
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives? No
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? Yes I knew we aren't on Earth for the same things. There's no absolute Truth on Earth, there's relative Truth depending of each people.
What occurred during your experience included: Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience It seems like it's coming the way you want it to come.
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience less accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience Absolutely aware on the moment but I can only remember emotional feelings on the next day.
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience: I just have understood things about my life so I stop asking myself questions. I don't remember answers but I know they were absolutely good !
My experience directly resulted in: Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? No
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain Don't know yet !
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? My life is a song God sings and He sings it to me ! It's between Him and Me. The most beautiful song you can hear.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Uncertain I thought about it but people just think I'm crazy. I don't care, it was just explainig my life. I wasn't told to share it.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes The subject interested me a lot !
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real I understood things I didn't even ever know about.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real I know it happened !
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I know things are like they are supposed to be.
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain I was just told that Jesus was God because I asked the question during the afteroon loudly in my car ! I was asking that because a friend who was muslim told me that Jesus was a simple prophet so I asked God who Jesus was and who Muhammad was. I was surprise they didn't know who that Muhammad was. But Jesus is the ruler in the other world. No doubt about this. And he's absolutely kind ! Total benevolence.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? That was incredible. I wish everybody had one like that.
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain It's not an OBE or a classic EMI. I don't knwo how to define this.