I started to see in this vision a lot of well defined fibers, like the material of a potato sack but, only a small portion of it was shown to me! It was off white in color, like the way a white material looks after its been left in the sun for a very long time. Very quickly, the vision began to widen, I was now very aware something was happening that I couldn't explain but I wasn't afraid. I was completely in what was happening!! As the vision became wider I noticed I was in a narrow field with trees on both sides of this field. The leaves and grass were a very vivid color and moving in the wind but, I couldn't feel the wind. The sky, I'll never forget it!!! It had to be early morning or late in the evening, the light was golden. There were clouds in the sky all pastel colors light blues, pinks, yellows and purples, there was a feeling in these colors but I cant explain it . As I finished taking in my surroundings, I noticed this figure in front of me, wearing a robe made of the material I had seen at the beginning of this experience. This figure appeared to be Jesus but he had no face, there was a void where his face should of been.

The vision grew even wider now, I could see myself and him from a side angle like watching a movie...I was younger maybe in my early thirties, I had on a black tee-shirt and faded jeans and a full head of hair. He never spoke, yet, I was nodding to him like I had understood something he had said to me. I still to this day don't remember what was said but, I appeared to understand and was very happy to have heard it. Very quickly I was moved to another area, another field except much larger! my perspective was now from behind and to the left simultaneously. From the left perspective I looked right,  their was a man squatting down next to me, he was smiling, very kind and gentle, I perceived him as God. He was looking off into the distance so, I looked in the same direction as he was. There was a playground in the distance, with children playing. In between us and the playground, was me except, as a child, I would guess I was 3.  Myself as a child was smiling and running towards this playground but, he would stop and look back, to make sure God was still there. God had motioned to him very gently to keep going to the playground. He then said very gently ' Go play, go have fun, I'll always be here!!"

Right after saying that he looked up at me and said 'He's very special!! Again I was moved to another place, this time it was in a space made very very bright white clouds. But the tone of the air was golden. Jesus was there in front of me, dressed all in white! he was telling me to look to my left his right. I had noticed a black caldron and next to it a black cabinet with two doors on it. I was wearing the same clothes throughout this whole experience! He told me to look into the caldron, so I did, there was nothing in it! When I looked back at him, he was smiling! When I looked back down at the caldron it was gone. He had put it into the cabinet and locked the doors. I stood there for moment confused, then I was sent into a room, I was in a isle, there were chairs on both sides of me but no one was there except me. In front of me was Jesus on a cross, I could hear his blood echoing through this room, every time it hit the floor. It appeared like he had just died! It was here my experience ended.

When I came to, only a couple of minutes had passed, but it seemed I was gone for hours. Ever since this experience, I have the ability to see future events that have to do with only me. They always come in dreams. I know when the dreams are special, I wake up with a very strange feeling that I can't describe. What also find interesting is that the number 3 keeps appearing.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Uncertain  I was homeless, suffering with PTSD as a result from sexual abuse I had suffered as child. I had real thoughts of ending my life.

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     It was this feeling, I really can't describe it!! It was airy, dreamlike!

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    All of it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   It's hard to explain. There was a feeling throughout it, I can't explain, almost like being in a dream!

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Everything was very defined! Every detail in everything was shown to me, except it wasn't my main point of focus at the time. It was just part of the experience as a whole!

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Much softer...sometimes I heard nothing at all! But yet I knew what was being said at the time, and I seemed to understand it..But, I cant remember it for the life of me!!!!

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Felt very special although I can't remember the level of it! I remember thinking what did I do in my life to deserve such a privilege! At no time was I ever afraid!  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No  

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   ..It was this golden light!

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   Yes   In every moment of my experience I was with God or Jesus! Jesus appeared like I had seen in pictures....God appeared more grounded earthly like, he had this golden color but it seemed every thing in my experience had this golden tone to it!

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   Yes   Yes me but, at different ages! Sometimes I was me at three different ages but at the same!

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   Yes   I was shown me at different ages! In such detail, the clothes I wore at the time, hair styles weight!!

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
Yes there was definitely a separation from what I was used to on Earth! There were things I recognized there but they were different! The leaves on trees moved differently in the wind! I know there was wind but I could not feel it! The grass was greener, softer and again moved differently then on Earth! The skies had many vivid pastel colors all which were soft!

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
I would say time moved slower but, only cause I compared the time I was in my experience to the time here...It appeared I was in this experience for hours if not for a whole day, But when I came to only a couple of minutes had passed.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about the universe
I did but, only there! I can't remember what was told to me in certain parts of this experience! In other parts I remember what was said as clear as day.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   Yes
A room that Jesus was in.

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  Scenes from my personal future 
Yes but after my experiences, some which are documented!

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (�life after death�)?   Yes   The fact that I was unaware of my physical being during this experience! Yet aware that I was in the presence of God and Jesus in a place that I had never experienced hear on Earth

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   I had seen God and Jesus during my entire experience! They were the guides through every moment of my experience! I heard Gods voice I saw what Jesus was wearing, how he moved, the peace and happiness for me on his face

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   Yes   Again this happened after my experience, I was shown how important the number 3 is to God, it is his number! It is how he makes himself known on Earth at least to me! I was made aware that the past 3 addresses I lived in before this experience all equaled 3 and that the next 3 places I would be living in after this experience would equal 3! I was told I was special by God himself  and that I shouldn't worry, that I should enjoy myself and play. I have photos of objects I found after this experience of the number 3. they are not usual objects. one I found is in stone, the other was drawn on my bathroom wall....you have to see how it was drawn! It was unlike any human could draw it ! It was like it was drawn from end to start.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   I'm sorry I should of answered no...

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?   Yes  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   Yes...I was told that I was very special by God himself

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   Yes   Yes that God exists

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Yes   Yes that I was told I was special, even after the wrong I have done here

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   I didn't believe in God and even if he did exist I didn't want anything to do with him! I

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience   It's about the feeling that came with that experience...It was like nothing I ever felt hear on Earth. Can't forget it...It's strange cause when I get the feeling here I know God is very close  

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   Yes that no matter how bad a situation is, God is always next to us in a very non judging and unconditional way

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   I can see future events that involve me (documented by my therapist)...I have told people after meeting them for the first time, where they live, parks that are on their street, the layout of their streets,...after that they usually never talk to me again I have dreamed of friends losing loved ones and woke up the next morning to find out they indeed lost someone the night before

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     Yes...That God see's me as very special!

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  Seconds... I was texting my friend Sandra while this took place and immediately called and explained what just took place

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes   I heard of them...but wasn't interested in hearing them! I thought they were making it up for personal gain

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   Because I have become familiar with the existent  of my imagination and at the time had no interest in God so why come up with a story that was in his favor

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   That there is no possible way that I could ever imagine what took place in so much detail

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I make it a point to validate everyone I come across, that I try to convince others that don't believe, that the other 100% the side does exist

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   that its not about religion, it's about just being! We are doing what we are supposed to do everyday it was written this way billions and billions of years ago

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Yes   Sometimes in dreams

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   I had once told a women at a get together who just lost her best friend, about my experience and how profound the number 3 is! Well, the next day she was driving to work and turned on her radio, the show that was on was talking about the number 3 and God, she took as a sign that her friend was fine

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes   I feel the questions helped me remember a lot of the details! I have provided all that I remember