I was tired of running away from my childhood and the damage that literally tore my soul apart.  It is difficult to live on such a negative planet and I am a sensitive spirit.  To make a long story short, I had made my final decision to leave and I was at peace with my decision.  From my perspective at this life changing time, I was saving my children from myself.  My anger was eating me alive and my children where having to live in my hell as well.

The moment before I lost consciousness, I said, thought, to myself, "I am doing this to keep them safe", I left my body spontaneously. I went. I Flew!

Upon leaving my body, I shot through the Universe.  I did not see a tunnel.  I saw stars and galaxies while flying at what felt like the speed of light as I went towards the light.

I did this each time this happened, four in total.  When I reached the light, Time changed.  I could not tell from the moment of leaving how long each of these experiences lasted, because there was " no time".

People refer to this as "Heaven" but when I arrived I "knew" instantly that I was Home!  It isn't a "place" it's a vibration of Unconditional Love. There are NO Earthly terms to describe the Ecstasy felt upon arriving.  It's all Love!

I was met by a spirit who was cloaked in a burlap tunic with a large hood covering his face.  An ethereal form.  we communicated by thought and feeling, there were no words.  He led me to a healing room where other spirits were dressed the same way. As I laid down to be " worked" on, my soul was being infused with Love.  Part of me went to a River that I "knew" was the River of Life. It was beyond magical.

I have always wanted to write a book called "The Color of Music" because that is what this river was. Flowing Music that was every color on Earth and a lot more colors we can't see here, because of Earths density.  I was hearing the Music of the Spheres during this whole time.  It sings Love.  It's Angelic and beyond description. 

I was One with Everything and it was One with Me.  Remembrance was flowing through my spirit body as my soul revival went on.    I stepped into the River and became the Colors and the Music.  I was filled with such Joy and Love, that had this happened on Earth, my physical body would not have been able to stand the electrical charge.  The energy revival was overwhelming.

And that is why there is no time.  So much is happening at once that you only feel the experience, As I started to leave I was given messages that were ringing loudly in music form,

Singing from the Universe is the only way I can describe it.  "Love is The Answer"

"We are All Great and Powerful Souls who showed Great Courage in coming to Earth to help.  Remember!

The Knowledge I remembered has been difficult to keep to myself.  This was 17 years ago.  I was already deemed a crazy person by my loving family to ensure that I would never be believed about my childhood memories.  The "New Age" movement was at an early stage and I rarely encountered another person who had had a similar experience.  Believe me, I searched and have searched since.  This year I finally found my affirmation in a book called "The Afterlife of Billy Fingers". 

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Yes  

Was the experience difficult to express in words?....Yes....There are no "earthly" words to describe the beauty, joy, colors, vibrancy

or the connectedness

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?....More consciousness and alertness than normal    At All times....Communication by thought

I was One with Everything

LOVE was everywhere

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.    I wear glasses, my vision on earth is very poor...no need for glasses in this vibration

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.    I heard the Music of the Spheres, Angels singing...I was one with everything I heard

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?    No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?....Ecstasy, Joy, Love, Remembrance of my true Home, Peace  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?....Uncertain....I shot out of my body through celestial stars towards incredible light

Did you see an unearthly light?....Yes....

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?....I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin    Was met by a spirit who was cloaked and later others who were cloaked as well

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?....No   

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?....No....

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?....A clearly mystical or unearthly realm....I was in a healing room and at the same time by The River of Life

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?....Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning....There is NO time here

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?....Everything about the universe....I remembered everything I knew before I came to Earth, with the exception of past lives

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?....No....

Did you come to a border or point of no return?....No....

Did scenes from the future come to you?....No....

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?....Uncertain....Not Special Knowledge...Just remembering my/our greatness

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:....Large changes in my life....All of my senses are very acute...

I am able to read others ...emotions and lives

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?    Yes     I am looking forward to leaving the Earth Plane and going home!

I could change my life everyday

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?....Yes     Clairaudience, Empathic, Knowing

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes   At first I did not...people would have thought I was crazy...now I do especially when someone is concerned about a deceased relative or grieving or if I see articles on FaceBook questioning the Afterlife.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?....No    

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:....Experience was definitely real    I went to the Healing room three more times after this experience.

I had NO Doubt...too much had happened and my energy after the healing room was blowing electrical sockets out.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:....Experience was definitely real....I Know too much...Hard to live on this plane of negativity.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes....I broke a chain of abuse. My children and grandchildren are thriving.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes    More Profound

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?....Yes    I have visited the Askashic Records

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?    Yes   

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     Unconditional Love

The Music of the Spheres

Our Connectedness

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?....Believe!