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Experience description:

      During Reiki treatment I felt that left part of my body was empty and I had this feeling from very beginning. Then I felt a point next to my left palm that started to open and then from this point through my head to right hand I could see and feel a stream of energy running next to each other in 5 channels.

Suddenly I felt very light like air and full like blown mattress. I flew into the sky - saw black and white clouds right above my head, then flew into black heaven full of stars from where I was able to see Earth. Then I flew down and sat next to man - who I believe - was me in my previous life. He was dresses in black suit and worn black hat, we were sitting in top of mountain. Then I saw him walking on the street and I knew it was a way I/he used to walk very often.

At the moment I was asked to turn on my stomach (any time I was touched by therapist my astral body was pushed inside me) When on stomach I left my body - I was sitting on a stream of white energy, while sitting on it I crossed a wall and then became unity with the energy and became part of total universal Energy. Then I saw God- as Old man, Jesus,, Virgin Mary, Krishna (I understood what means that Krishna has no sex) and Buddha, but also he appeared as monkey dressed in beautiful crimson - that was to let me know that appearance doesn't matter and it's really one God, and people have to imagine him as person to make it easier to believe. Next as a stream of energy I went into God's body and got into his eye - I was able to see my hands and legs.

At the moment I was grounded by therapist and had to suddenly come back to my body - it was too sudden - I had series of  shivers and heard noise in my brain similar to whistle .

Two days later I tried to do it myself, while alone. I left my body imagining that it comes out through same point next to my palm. I felt same lightness and pleasure, than saw Angel - beautiful and  huge. I was sucked to my body because of the noise in next room.

Last night (next day - after my try) it happened to me while sleeping. Suddenly felt like something small was on my back. That scared me - (I thought it was a bug or mouse), but nothing was there. Then I felt it would happen without my will. My astral body left me and came back at least twice but I couldn't control it or see anything this time - I felt and heard only moment of coming/going out of me.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience:  No

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No

At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?  No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?  I was conscious - sometimes had thoughts like in reality, that makes me wonder if it was real. During night I was scared, at the beginning of bug, later I was afraid I'm good target for other energy beings trying to use my energy

Was the experience dream like in any way?  only last one - because it happened when I was dreaming

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body?  Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  1st EXPERIENCE - JOY, ENLIGHTENMENT, HAPPINESS

2ND - CURIOSITY, PLEASURE, HAPPINESS

3RD - AT THE BEGINNING FEAR, THAN BLANK, BLURRED MIND

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?  WHILE COMING BACK TO MYSELF - WHISTLE, SOUND LIKE DURING JUMPING INTO THE WATER

 Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?  Yes

 Did you see a light?  Yes

 Did you meet or see any other beings?  Yes

      Describe:  MYSELF IN PREVIOUS LIFE , GOD, ANGEL

 Did you experience a review of past events in your life?  No

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  No

 Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?  No response

      Describe:  I'VE SEEN SPIRAL OF WHITE, SHINNING ENERGY, MOUNTAINS

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes

      Describe:  I KNEW THE MEN MUST HAVE LIVED LONG TIME AGO, BUT NOTHING ELSE

 Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  Yes

      Describe:  UNDERSTOOD THAT THERE IS JUST GOD - AND EXIST AS PUREST FORM OF ENERGY, NOT PERSON, AND HE  HAS NO SEX - IT'S PEOPLE'S NEED TO MAKE IT LOOKS MORE UNDERSTANDABLE.

THIS WORLD IS PART OF GOD'S ENERGY, BUT CLOSED IN 3 DIMENSIONS, THERE IS MORE, BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY. IT ALL EXIST WITHIN GOD'S BODY.

SOME OF MY KNOWLEDGE CAN'T BE EXPLAINED WITH WORDS, I KNOW IT BUT CAN'T SPECIFY.

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?  No

 Did you become aware of future events?  No

 Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?  No

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  No

 Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  I BECAME INTERPERSONALIST - STILL BELIEVE IN GOD BUT DIFFERENT. I CHANGED MY BELIEFS REGARDING HEAVEN AND DEATH. THERE IS NO DEATH - WE WILL STAY IN SAME LEVEL OF ENERGY OR GO HIGHER DEPENDS ON OUR SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT, WHICH IS BASED ON OUR BELIEFS ON EARTH AND DEEDS.

 Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?  i FEEL GOOD DURING DAY, TOWARDS THE EVENING COMES A LITTLE FEAR - I'M AFRAID OF OTHER BEINGS.

 Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  SOME BELIEVE, SOME DON'T.  LISTEN INTERESTED TO ME."  "FROM HAPPINESS AND JOY TO FEAR. BUT STILL WANT TO TRY. I DON'T LIKE BEING OUT OF CONTROL OVER IT (LAST NIGHT)

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?  ENLIGHTENMENT.

FEAR

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?  PHYSICALLY I FELT LIKE I HAD TO TIGHT CHEST. DURING THIS SESSIONS MY BREATH WAS SHALLOW.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?  No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No

 Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  Yes

     Explain:  IT'S ALL COVERED IN ANSWERS