Evita S's Experience
Ok here goes without delay:
Through out the entire day I felt not exactly myself, I was driving to go get my hair done with a friend in the passenger seat- and wasn't fully coherent. I told him that I was extremely tired and felt like I'm not "fully there".
That night I went to sleep when I had a very strange dream- I personally believe this was my first lucid dream- leading in to an out of body experience. (this is not my first obe- but it is my first lucid dream leading to an obe)
I was dreaming that I went over to the building across from me to visit a friend, and while going up the steps to her apartment I felt very groggy, like I was drugged or intoxicated- it was as if my motor skills were failing me and I was a bit dizzy. Things seemed to be foggy around me.
I found myself back in my apartment talking to a friend, and my eyes happen to glance over my dinning room table to the outside of the window-When suddenly I realized there was a tree there, (mind you in reality there is no tree there) I was alarmed and realized that when I looked at my friend in the dream the tree would disappear and when I looked over to the window the tree was there!!!! I freaked out in my dream and immediately understood that this is not real- that I know there is no tree there!
My friend in the dream tried to tell me something is wrong with me, but I knew!!! I was so panicked that I screamed at the top of my lungs and heard it well- and pow! Suddenly I found myself floating out side of my apartment...I was thinking to myself " what in the world?!" I held on to the railing of the steps in my apartment complex because I knew if I let go I would be swept high and far into space by the strange magnetic field that surrounded me.
it was as though there was some powerful energy pulling me towards the sky and felt I would be thrust out there with intense speed, and I held on with all my might- because I was so light- lighter than a bubble traveling up to the top of the water. Now the strange thing about this is that I completely understood that I was outside of my body. I figured maybe being conscious for the first time within a dream was so shocking to me initially, that I scared myself right out of my body.
After a few moments I was able to sort of stabilize myself from floating out into the heavens- and let go of the railing, I was just steady hovering and my body was mine only see through, (like someone drew it) I remember thinking I should go back into my apartment and look around, so I did.
Now there's mixed signals here because even though things were the same in my apartment they seemed a little different in the sense that not everything was clear, some of it was a little distorted. I went into my bed room and was shocked that I couldn't see my body. But yet I understood I was outside of my body- I had perfect thinking, I was very aware.
So I decided to go back out to the steps and see where else I can travel- I willed myself to fly out through the door and to the steps, I went as far as the second floor and Bang! I couldn't go further- it was as though some sort of invisible energy wasn't letting me passed that area- and I was puzzled- I remember thinking to myself that's not supposed to happen. I then flew back to my apartment and once I was in the bedroom, I finally saw my body in the bed. But only when I was hovering right above it- the strange thing about it was that I saw my body in glimpses as if my consciousness was shifting back and forth from being in my body and back out above my body.
I started to rotate above my bed, and I was rotating for a little while to one side and then to the other side. Suddenly there were beings there, Two dark beings at my feet and two light beings at each side of my arms. This was very peculiar because I was standing on the heads of the dark beings at my feet. I thought to myself " is this ok?" These beings had no emotion whatsoever. it was as though they were there for a reason and I didn't know why. The beings at my feet appeared to have dark monk like robes of some sort and the beings at my arms had light in there bodies- I could not see their faces- did they even have any? The ones with the monk like robes didn't even have a face-they were clothed in robes.
I was suddenly overwhelmed by a strong arousal sensation and (excuse me for this) I proceeded to open my legs and attempted to grind the air- it was really bizarre- here I am in mid air grinding the air- but the feelings that came over me were so good and so euphoric- they were full of sensuality and joy I remember thinking to myself "oh my god this is so embarrassing -I just can't contain myself!" I proceeded to take off my shirt and pants off, when my shirt was off my pants were suddenly back on, and when my shirt was on my pants were off. I was slightly confused- and felt that maybe this was inappropriate behavior in front of these beings. I decided to thank these beings for giving me this experience and as I did they vanished.
So I decided to travel some more and thought to myself " well what if I just pictured myself out side my apartment "would I be there?" But when that didn't happen I figured I might as well just fly out- and the strangest thing happened. I found myself paralyzed in mid air. I couldn't move an inch- I couldn't even rotate any longer. This was frightening to me because I thought the beings had something to do with it. I was pissed and asked out loud" I just thank you and this is what you do to me?" I tried over and over again to move. But to no avail, I was stuck in the air.
I was so scared and furious at the same time. At this point I decided to telepathically call my friend who lived next door and some how wake him up out of his sleep, so hopefully he would call me and wake me up. I knew this was all happening while I was asleep. I screamed his name with fear but nothing happened- called him again and nothing- I tried three times- only the forth time I was so desperate that my scream was the most intense thing I ever heard- and bam! I was back in my body. When I woke up my heart rate was speeding and I was very very disoriented- I remember getting up and almost falling on the floor- I felt dizzy and felt as if I'm about to raise off the floor and hover again. I was fighting not to raise up- I was scared.
Now this one takes the cake. I called my friend when I woke up and when he picked up the phone he said he said something woke him up right before the phone rang. This was 4:00 a.m . I decided to go over knock on my friend's door- and tell him about my experience, I always feel better after I talk to him. I suddenly had the sense that I have many spirits in my bedroom- I prompted him to hurry and come over to see the spirits in my bedroom- he came over and couldn't see anything- I proceeded to tell him what happened to me and as I am speaking to him, I felt someone touch the back of my neck with a swipe- it was sensual and delicate.
I started breathing fast because this was very intense for me- I told him someone touched me and as I did another touch was felt on my shoulder. I started to cry I was astounded. These spirits were in my room- and I suddenly saw one sitting by my pillow- it was a female she was young, I sensed her energy and could pinpoint where she was. I did not see her face I could just see a silhouette. There were may many little twinkles of light flying all over and above my bed. They were every where. I sensed there were spirits sitting around my bed and standing behind me. They continued to touch me as I told my story to my friend and as they did I would pause to cry, and acknowledged the touch. It was the most intense experience and I loved that part of it. They wanted me to know they were there. I don't know why, but it was so moving.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No.
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? fully aware of what's going on.
Was the experience dream like in any way? At first
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Frightened, curious, excited, cautious, reluctant, confused, bewildered, euphoria, orgasmic, adventurous.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? Not in this one.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations familiar from religious teachings ie. Heaven, Hell, Hades, etc.? Did you encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No
Did you see a light? No. Not in this one
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes. These beings were not emotional at all. I was standing on the heads of two dark monk like beings, and had two beings with light in their bodies by each side of my arms. I did not know them. The only communication was me thanking them for this experience.
Did you experiment while out body or in another altered state? For example did you attempt to visit a family member or friend at another location? Did you eyewitness an event that you would not have known about had you not been out of body? Did you attempt to move a physical object while in the astral/etheric universe? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Uncertain. I'm wondering why my friend next door woke up before I called him. Did I wake him up telepathically?
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes, Describe: Well I was able to hold on to the railing, my hand did not go through the railing. But I went through the door- so I don't know. I saw in a distorted fashion. Things I wanted to see came in focus but everything surrounding would distort.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes. When I woke up I was disoriented- I felt like things were altered- the dimensions of the room were slightly weird.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes. I knew I was outside of my body.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes. When I proceeded to explore I was only able to fly to the second floor. I was not able to go passed this boundary- it like bounced me right back when I trued to fly through it. I did not have a sense of what would happen if I crossed this boundary. I was just apprehensive all together.
Did you become aware of future events? No.
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes. I believe my determination to get back in my body, through screaming for help got me back.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes. I have had the experience with the spirits touching me and appearing in front of me immediately after this experience.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Uncertain. I was scared for a while. But now getting over it.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.? Career choices? It hasn't effected me too much. Except for a month I was a little scared to go to sleep. But I am constantly reading about this topic now.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes. My friends believe me. I don't lie.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? Curious, yet a bit scared. Also wanting to know more.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The best part of course was the sexual sensation it gave me. The worst was the paralysis.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? Well I have had a few obe's but this one I believe was a result from a lucid dream. Which is interesting. Second, I am curious to know why the spirits were present in my bedroom after such an experience. Does the after math happen to many people?
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No.
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes.