Eva M's Experience
About 10 years ago, I went to bed & had 3 dreams which I remember perfectly.
The first dream I was walking along the road & I saw a cage with a cat in it for sale, underneath the cage I saw the cat's kittens crying for their mother, I felt overwhelmed with pity so I opened the cage & let out the cat. I felt a sigh of relief & carried on my journey. Next I walked passed bird in a bird-cage for sale, it's beak & feet were twisted as the cage was so small. Again I felt as if it was me inside the cage, I freed the bird, but the bird flew out then returned to the cage, so I felt that the bird had decided that that was it's place In my last dream I was in the kitchen at home with my boy-friend & our mutual best friend, I was having a cup of tea when everything in the room started going round & I felt dizzy, the other two were laughing at me, I remember asking them that put some kind of drug in the tea, that they should tell me.
Suddenly, whilst I was in bed I felt my boyfriend nudging me with his elbow, to the point that I fell off the bed (I am 100% certain that I was not dreaming or under the influence of drugs - I hadn't taken any). I remember standing up & looking at my feet because I had no shoes on & the floor was cold. When I looked round I saw my boyfriend standing next to me, I then realized that he was also lying in bed. The person standing up was so real, he looked at me with a relaxing smile, & got into bed & just sort of got into the body of my boyfriend who was asleep at the time. It was very strange. What I cannot understand is that I saw the spiritual body of my boyfriend whilst I was awake, because otherwise I would have seen myself in the bed as well, & I can assure you I was awake.
This summer, in August, I was looking up at the stars one night, I was looking at one particular star, when all of a sudden, the rest of the stars disappeared, the star suddenly changed into the face of a wolf, and was coming towards me, not in a violent way, but as if it was traveling through space, getting closer, there was no colors, just black. When I blinked, the image disappeared.
The following day I was looking in Internet, when a voice came out of the computer and said "I can hear you". Please do not think I am going mad, I am 33 years old, have a 2yr old son, husband, job etc... I have never heard voices before or after this experience.
Recently, just before I fall asleep, I see face in my head, they are not people I know, I must admit, it scares me a bit, so I switch off, but it feels as if I continue to look, I will walk into the room where these people are & they will applaud and say, at last you've taken the big step. I don't know what makes me think this, I am not a person to wonder, or think in-depth about things.
Was the experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? The first experience, totally awake
The second (star), I was awake of course, but sensed an amazing sensation of peace and my mind telling me that this cannot be happening
Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body? Yes
Describe your appearance or form apart from your body: In the above cases, no. But yes, I have seen myself in other occasion lying in bed. I have never left the room where I was sleeping (or if I did I cannot remember)
What emotions did you feel during the experience? See above
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? Yes, "I can hear you" in a female voice, very soft & calm.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Uncertain
Describe: When I saw the wolf, it felt as if there was a tunnel or path between him & I
Did you see a light? No
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? Uncertain
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain
Describe: I feel peoples pain & happiness (if it is sincere. I am unable to see a human-being or animal suffering without putting myself in their shoes. I cry often now (for others) something that I have never done before
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes
Describe: Christianity is not the only religion. I was scared to venture into this topic, up until now.
Has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.? Career choices? I feel more vulnerable & lost
Have you shared this experience with others? No response
Describe: No one really wants to listen: I have only told a few people, but find that people are ignorant & do not want anything to do with this.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? Hope, curiosity & respect
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The worst part is not knowing what it means, & not knowing who to turn to. The best part, is the feeling/sensation that there is something out there, something that has been going on forever.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
Describe: Everyday I am looking for answers.
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes