Emma L's Experience
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Hello! I am a very tranquil person and I was very gravely ill.  They operated on me after diagnosing breast cancer.  Truthfully, I don't know what level [of cancer it was], but [I] only [know] that after the operation, X-rays and chemo [treatments] were to follow.

When I left the operating theatre, with the drainage tubes [still in], and in much pain, I lost all notion of time and space.  I was lying down and all of a sudden I saw myself engulfed in a brilliant light and a sort of very soft and faint breeze passed over my chest. I wanted to move my body but I couldn't.   I wanted to turn around and see in another direction, and again I couldn't.  At that moment I felt fear but soon a voice told me that I shouldn't be concerned; that everything would be all right.  I wanted to turn to see this being and only was able to catch a glimpse of a white tunic from the chest [area] to the floor.  I also saw his enormous hands, so soft, that caressed my chest and spoke the words that everything would actually be all right.  I don't know how much time passed I only know that I started to feel a peace and tranquility that I had never before felt.  Up to now, they've done studies and everything comes out fine.  I think it was the Master, Jesus, who came to me and placed himself at my right hand to bring me the health and peace that I needed at that moment. I thank God for that marvellous experience that he permited me to undergo.  I've only told a few persons about this experience, since, even with the emotion of what I lived through, there was one who hurt me with negative comments about this account.


HOLA, SOY UNA PERSONA MUY TRANQUILA Y ESTUVE MUY GRAVE DE SALUD, ME TUVIERON QUE OPERAR YA QUE ME DIAGNOSTICARON CANCER DE SENO EN REALIDAD NO SE EN QUE GRADO SOLO SE QUE DESPUES DE LA OPERACION SEGUIRIAN QUIMIOS Y RADIOS.

CUANDO SALI DE LA OPERACION, AUN CON LOS TUBOSPARA DRENAR Y CON MUCHO DOLOR, PERDI LA NOCION DEL TIEMPO Y EL ESPACIO,. YA QUE ME ENCONTRABA RECOSTADA Y DE REPENTE ME VI ENVUELTA EN UNA LUZ BRILLANTE, Y QUE CAIA SOBRE MI CUERPO UNA ESPECIE DE BRISITA MUY SUAVE Y TENUE, QUERIA

MOVER EL CUERPO PERO NO PODIA, QUERIA VOLTEAR Y VER OTRA DIRECCION Y IGUAL NO PODIA, EN ESE MOMENTO SENTI MIEDO PERO DE PRONTO UNA VOZ ME DIJO QUE NO ME PREOCUPARA, QUE TODO IVA A ESTAR BIEN, QUISEVOLTEAR PARA VER A ESE SER Y SOLO ALCANCE A VER UNA TUNICA BLANCA DEL PECHO HACIA ABAJO, TAMBIEN VI SUS ENORMES MANOS TAN SUAVES QUE ACARICIARON MI PECHO  Y ME DIJO LAS PALABRAS DE QUE TODO IVA A ESTAR BIEN, REALENTE NO SE CUANTO TIEMPO PASO, SOLO SE QUE EMPECE A SENTIR UNA PAZ Y TRANQUILIDAD NUNCA ANTES SENTIDAS.

HASTA LA FECHA ME HAN HECHO ESTUDIOS Y TODOS ME SALEN BIEN, YO CREO QUE ERA EL MAESTRO JESUS QUE VINO A MI Y SE COLOCO EN MI DERECHA PARA TRAERME LA SALUD Y LA PAZ QUE NECESITABA EN ESE MOMENTO. LE DOY GRACIAS A DIOS POR ESA EXPERIENCIA TAN MARAVILLOSA QUE ME PERMITIO EXPERIMENTAR.

ESTA EXPERIENCIA SOLO LA HE PLATICADO A CONTADAS PERSONAS YA QUE AUN CON LA EMOCION DE LO QUE VIVI HUBO QUIEN ME LASTIMO CON COMENTARIOS NEGATIVOS A CERCA DE ESTE RELATO.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?         Yes      NO SABIA COMO EXPLICAR EL SUCESO.

I didn't know how to explain the incident.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?         Uncertain       EL MEDICO ME DIAGNOSTICO CANCER Y ME DIJO QUE MI VIDA CORRIA PELIGRO  The physician diognosed cancer and told me my life was at risk.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?            CREO QUE SIEMPRE ESTUVE CON MI CONCIENCIA ALERTA   I think that I always maintained an alert consciousness.


How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            CREO QUE SIEMPRE ESTUVE CON MI CONCIENCIA ALERTA
I think that I always maintainted an alert consciousness.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?   No      

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?       AL PRINCIPIO ME SENTI MUY CONFUNDIDA PERO LUEGO SENTI UNA PAZ, SENTI MUCHO AMOR EL MIEDO DE LA CONFUSION SE ESFUMO, Y CUANDO ESCUCHE LA VOZ TAN CLARA Y DULCE SUPE QUE SE TRATABA DEL MAESTRO JESUS QUE ESTABA CON MIGO EN ESOS MOMENTOS,

At the beginning I felt very confued but after, I felt a peace; I felt much love. The middle [part] of the confusion blurred and when I heard the voice--so clear and sweet--I knew that it was related to the Master, Jesus, who was with me in those moments.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?      No       LA LUZ SOLO CUBRIA MI CUERPO, ERA UNA LUZ MUY BLANCA PERO SENTIA CLARAMENTE QUE APARTE DE LUZ EMANABA UNA ESPECIE DE BRISITA MUY TENUE QUE CUBRIA MI CUERPO
 

The light only covered my body.  It was a very white light but I clearly felt that apart from the light emanated a sort of slight breeze that covered my body.

Did you see a light?  Yes      COMO DIJE ANTERIORMENTE VI UNA LUZ MUY BRILLANTE

As I said, earlier, I saw a very brlliant light.

Did you meet or see any other beings?     Yes      SE ENCONTRABA A MI DERECHA AL LADO DE LA CABECERA, NO SABIA QUIEN ERA PORQUE SOLO VI UNA TUNICA BLANCA Y UNAS MANOS, CREO QUE ERA EL MAESTRO JESUS
 

He was to be found at my right hand side, along the headboard. I didn't know who it was because I only saw a white tunic and hands.  I believe it was the Master, Jesus.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?            No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Uncertain            REALMENTE NO SABIA DONDE ME ENCONTRABA

I really didn't know where I found myself.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?           Uncertain       NO SABIA EN QUE LUGAR ESTABA
I didn't know where I was.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?       Yes      CREO QUE TUVE ESA MANIFESTACION DE AMOR PARA COMPARTIRLA CON LAS PERSONAS NECESITADAS QUE TIENEN MIEDO A LO QUE SIGUE, CUANDO LES CUENTO SE TRANQUILIZAN E INCLUSO LLORAN

I believe that I had that manifestation of love to share it with others who are needy who are afraid of what is to follow.  When I tell them, they calm down and even cry.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?          No      

Did you become aware of future events?  Uncertain
DESDE QUE SUCEDIO ESA MANIFESTACION, SOY MAS COMPRENSIBLE,, DOY TODO MI AMOR Y PERDON A QUIEN LO REQUIERA, APRENDI A PERDONAR

Since that manifestation occurred, I am more able to be understood. I give all my love and forgive whomever requires it.  I learned to forgive.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?    Uncertain       A VECES CUANDO DIGO QUE VA A SUCEDER ALGO PASA, MAS BIEN CUANDO LO SUE�O, DESPUES TRAIGO EL PRESENTIEMIENTO Y SUCEDE. EN REALIDAD NO SE SI ES COINCIDENCIA PERO PASA.

Sometimes when I say something will occur, it happens.  It's more when I dream it. Later I have the feeling and it happens in reality. I don't know if it's a coincidence but it happens.

Have you shared this experience with others?    Yes      A LA PRIMERA PERSONA QUE SE LO CONTE FUE A MI HERMANA QUE FUE A LA PRIMERA QUE VI, ELLA SE EMOCIONO HASTA LAS LAGRIMAS, DESPUES A 3 PERSONAS MAS NO SE SI ME CREIAN O NO YA QUE NO ME DECIAN NADA Y POR ULTIMO A UNA CUARTA PERSONA QUE SOLO NEGO CON LA CABEZA Y ME DIO A ENTENDER QUE LO HABIA SO�ADO O QUE ERA POR LA ANESTECIA DESDE ALLI NO LO HABIA CONTADO PARA NO DESVANECER TAN HERMOSA MANIFESTACION. HOY LA COMUNICO POR QUE CUANDO LEI ESTAS PAGINAS ME SENTI COMPRENDIDA Y SUPE QUE NO ERA LA UNA CON ESTA BENDICION

The first person I recounted it to was my sister, as she was the first one I saw.  She became very emotional; she got teary-eyed.  Later [I told] three persons more. I don't know if they believed  me as they didn't say anything.   Finally I told a fourth person who only negated it with her head and gave me to understand that I had dreamed it or that it was due to the anesthesia. Since that time, I haven't recounted it so as to not let the beautiful manifestation fade. Today I communicate it because when I read these pages I felt understood and knew that I was not the only one with this blessing.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?     No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real        ME DI CUENTA QUE MI CUERPO ES SOLO LA VESTIDURA DE MI ALMA Y QUE EL DIA QUE YA ME TENGA QUE IR SE QUE ESTARE EN UN LUGAR TAN HERMOSO Y TRANQUILO. MI RELACION CON LOS DEMAS CRECIO, SAQUE DE MI VIDA LAS MALAS ENERGIAS CRITICAR, CHISMES, VANIDAD, MATERIALISMO ETC. AMO MAS A TODO EL MUNDO YA NO VEO LA ENVOLTURA SINO POR DENTRO DE LA PERSONA
 

I became aware that my body is only the clothing of my soul, and [that] the day that I have to go I know that I will be in a place that is so beautiful and peaceful.  My relationships with others grew; I eliminated from my life the bad energies:  criticism, gossip, vanity, materialism, etc.  I love the whole world more now that I don't see the wrapper, but inside of the person.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:        Experience was definitely real        SOY MAS FELIZ, DOY MAS AMOR, VIVO LOS DIAS DE MI VIDA COMO SI ESTE FUERA EL ULTIMO DIA DE MI VIDA, HAGO MEDITACION, Y LIMPIO MI MENTE DE PENSAMIENTOS NEGATIVOS Y SI LLEGARA A ENTRAR ALGUNO LOS TRANSMUTO

I am happier; I give more love. I live the days of my life as if this was the last day of my life.  I meditate and clear my mind of negative thoughts and if any arrive, I move them along.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes      SOY MAS HUMILDE, AYUDO A QUIEN NECESITA, AMO MAS Y DESINTERESADAMENTE           I am more humble.  I help whoever needs.  I love more and selflessly.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes            PROFESABA EL CATOLICISMO, Y AHORA ESTUDIO MUCHO LA METAFISICA,    I used to profess Catholicism.  I now study much metaphysics.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?   No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?       FUE LO MAS MARAVILLOSO QUE ME PUDO HABER OCURRIDO, ME SIENTO TAN TRANQUILA VIVO MUY FELIZ TODO SE ME DA Y LO COMPARTO

It was the most wonderful that could have occurred. I feel so peaceful and live very happily.  Everything is given to me and I share it.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?      Yes     

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?    CREO QUE TODAS SUS PREGUNTAS SON MUY CONCRETAS Y FACILES DE CONTESTAR. LES AGRADEZCO POR TENER ESTE LUGAR PARA COMPARTIR EXPERIENCIAS

I believe that all your questions are very concrete and easy to answer.  I thank you for having this site for the sharing of experiences.