Dustin S's Experiences
The first time it happened it wasn't as such an OBE but rather contact from something.
I was completely unconscious. In a deep sleep and thus of course without thought. Its never happened before this.
Suddenly someone began talking next to me in a loud and deep but calm voice. It was assertive and it knew it wanted me.
I woke up the moment it began and found myself unable to move a muscle in my body, he kept talking.
I calmed down, until it was over, turned on the light and nothing was there.
Much later, a year maybe, the OBEs started to happen. I cant remember what exactly happened in the first ones, just the most recent two.
When I'm asleep, a loud noise picks up, like wind rushing past a microphone with ear wrenching screeches. So loud it takes up my every sense. My eyes start to hurt a bit and all I can see is white snow like from a television without signal. Things start to get intense then and I know its about to happen. I feel as though I've been shrunk and thrown to the back of my head, looking out of a tunnel.
I'm then taken out of my body after which anything can happen. Everything is black and white and fuzzy.
The last time it happened I has flown and shaken across the room, knocking into everything until I hit the floor face down. I help my breath and started choking in hopes of waking up. I did eventually.
Last night it happened again. I was dreaming that I was getting dressed in a room when someone started to open the door. I said hold on let me finish. the door started to get pushed harder and I knew it was going to be a bad dream and that I should wake up - but I was curious, so I stayed in it. as the door flew open, the noise began, I woke up and my vision was white snow. I could feel it starting fast, almost instant. The tunnel vision began like I was being shrunk and taken back again. I was terrified so I fought it. I came out for a second but it was too strong, and it continued.
I shout out loud
against it and I mentally refused to budge. I gave a strong "no!", putting
everything into it. It was over.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? Uncertain It happens when I'm really tired but cant sleep. A cup of coffee helps
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Uncertain I can just sense it
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Full. normal. awake
Was the experience dream like in any way? more horror like, or nightmare
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes I'm out of my body completely and know where it is.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? terror
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? Loud wind rushing past, so loud its all I can here. and screeching.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Yes I'm just at home
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? No
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes sense of hearing is taken to a level where I'm overwhelmed merely by the sound of air.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes when it starts - the initial period is my last chance to fight it and call quits. but it takes a lot of effort
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain I get flown around the room uncontrollably. Maybe if I try it again I can try control it, but - I'm not sure if I want to go back in.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? No
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I don't drink coffee at night
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes no
What emotions did you experience following your experience? terror
What was the best and worst part of your experience? nothing was good. and it was all bad
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? make it stop.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Yes coffee at night. Its stimulated when I'm physical tired but mentally not.
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes