Integration where you can see how the experience was processed over a period of time.

1st EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION a couple years ago

2nd Experience description a few months ago

2nd Experience description a few months ago

THIS TOOK PLACE IN THE MORNING HOURS OF ABOUT 9:15 A.M. FOR SOME STRANGE REASON, I STARTED TO FEEL EXTREMELY TIRED, AND VERY SLEEPY. THIS FEELING CAME ON ABOUT 10 MINUTES PRIOR, AND I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND WHY I WAS FEELING SO SO SLEEPY, THIS BECAME SO INTENSE THAT I KNEW IF I DIDN'T HURRY TO GO LAY DOWN, I WAS GOING TO PASS OUT. SO I WENT TO WHAT WAS ACTUALLY MY NEPHEWS ROOM. AS I  "WENT TO BED", I SET MY ALARM SO I WOULDN'T OVERSLEEP. AS I WENT TO LIE DOWN, ON MY STOMACH, I IMMEDIATELY PASSED OUT.

AS SOON AS I DID, I WOKE UP TO FIND MYSELF COMING OUT OF MY BODY AND FLOATING TO THE CORNER OF THE CEILING... I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT, BUT I KNEW, THAT I WAS DYING. I WAS ON THE NE CORNER OF THE CEILING AND ADJACENT TO ME ON THE NW CORNER OF THE CEILING, WAS A MALE PRESENCE WHO WAS "PULLING" ME WITH SOME KIND OF ROPE OR CORD THAT WAS CONNECTED TO ME, AND HE WAS TELLING ME,  "IT'S TIME TO GO, IT' TIME TO LEAVE THIS WORLD" AND I TOLD HIM "NO! I CAN'T LEAVE MY MOM, MY DAD, MELVIN CALVIN PETE MARYLOU AND DOLORES. AND I KEPT REPEATING THAT AND TELLING HIM "NO NO NO NO NO!!!! I CAN'T, I CAN'T LEAVE THEM THEY'LL GO THROUGH A HARD TIME WITHOUT ME! I CAN'T I CAN'T!!!!   THROUGH THIS, HE KEPT PULLING ME AND SAYING TO ME THROUGH OUR MIND, IT'S TIME TO GO, IT'S TIME TO LEAVE THIS WORLD.. AND MY WILL WAS NOT TO GO. I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE MY FAMILY BECAUSE I KNEW THEY WOULD GO THROUGH A HARD TIME WITHOUT ME. 

AS I WAS ON THE CEILING, I STILL HAD A BODY, IT WAS THE SAME BODY AS MY PHYSICAL ONE, BUT THIS BODY WAS A SPRIT BODY, IT WAS LIGHT IN WEIGHT, AND IT WAS TRANSLUCENT (CLEAR) EXCEPT FOR THE OUTER LINING WAS WHITE LIKE A WHITE LIGHT BULB. AS I LOOKED AROUND THE ROOM AND BELOW TO WHERE MY PHYSICAL BODY WAS ON THE BED, A BRIGHT LIGHT STARTED TO SEEP THROUGH ALL THE CREASES, CORNERS AND DOORS OF THE ROOM. I COULD FEEL THAT THE LIGHT WAS JESUS COMING.  AT THAT TIME, THE "MALE PRESENCE" IN THE CORNER OF THE CEILING, WHO HAD 'COME FOR ME' LET GO OF MY ROPE/CORD, AND I STARTED TO FALL FROM THE CEILING INTO MY BODY, HEAD FIRST. IMMEDIATELY, I AWOKE TO FIND MY SELF STRUGGLING TO BREATH. MY HEART WAS NOT PUMPING RIGHT, IT WAS PALPITATING. I SAT ON THE BED TRYING TO CATCH MY BREATH AND LETTING MY HEART REGULATE. I WAS STUNNED, I COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT HAD JUST HAPPENED TO ME... I THOUGHT TO MYSELF "WOW, YOU'RE STILL ALIVE WHEN YOU DIE...

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW I CAN EXPLAIN WHAT HAD JUST HAPPENED TO ME, HOW CAN I CONVINCE TO ANYONE THAT I WAS CLOSE TO DYING, BUT THROUGH IT ALL I WAS VERY CONSCIOUSLY AWAKE, I WAS NOT ASLEEP, IT WAS DEFINITELY NOT A DREAM, I WAS FLOATING ON THE CEILING LOOKING DOWN AT MY PHYSICAL BODY. I STILL HAD MY MIND...I COULD SEE, HEAR AND MY THINKING WAS MORE ADVANCED.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain      I'M NOT SURE, I POSSIBLY MIGHT HAVE HAD AN ALLERGIC REACTION...

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    WHEN I WAS OUT OF MY BODY IN THE CORNER OF THE CEILING

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            MY MIND WAS VERY ALERT, AND NOT ONLY ALERT, BUT IT WAS VERY POWERFUL, I HAD INSTANT MENTAL TELEPATHY AND I ALSO HAD TELEKINESIS.( I COULD MOVE ANYTHING WITH MY MIND, ANYTHING. WHO KNOWS WHAT ELSE MY MIND WAS CAPABLE OF. I DIDN'T WANT TO FIND OUT, I JUST WANTED TO STAY HERE ON EARTH FOR THE SAKE OF MY IMMEDIATE FAMILY. I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT THROUGH THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE, I COULD HEAR A LOT OF RUSHING AIR, IF MY WILL WAS TO GO, THEN I FELT FOR SURE THAT I WAS GOING TO GO THROUGH THIS SPIRALING TUNNEL IN THE CORNER WHERE THE PRESENCE THAT CAME TO GET ME WAS AT. I WAS GOING TO GO SUPER SUPER FAST THROUGH THIS TUNNEL WHERE ALL THE AIR WAS AT, AND I WAS GOING TO GO STRAIGHT UP AT AN EXTREMELY HIGH RATE OF SPEED, AND I WAS GOING TO GO VERY, VERY FAR UP. I COULD FEEL I WAS GOING TO HEAVEN....WITH GOD AND JESUS.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes    

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            Yes    

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes           

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Uncertain      I DID NOT PASS BUT THERE WAS ONE PRESENT FOR ME I KNEW WHERE IT WAS AT, AND I COULD FEEL IT WAS RIGHT BY ME, READY FOR ME, IT WAS MY TRANSPORTATION TO HEAVEN.

Did you see a light?           Yes     CREASE AND CORNERS OF THE ROOM, VERY BRIGHT, JOYFUL LIGHT, THE LIGHT WAS BRIGHTER THAN ANY LIGHT THAT EXISTS ON THIS EARTH. THIS LIGHT WAS JESUS. I COULD FEEL IT WAS HIM COMING FOR ME.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     YES, THERE WAS A MALE PRESENCE THAT I FELT WAS FROM HEAVEN, HE CAME TO TAKE ME TO HEAVEN, HE TOLD ME THAT IT WAS MY TIME TO LEAVE THIS WORLD.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No       NO, BUT AS I TOLD THE PRESENCE THAT I COULDN'T LEAVE, "MY MOM, MY DAD, MELVIN, CALVIN, PETE, MARYLOU AND DOLORES, I COULD SEE THEM AS I NAMED EACH ONE.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     YES. TIME SEEMED TO SPEED UP, WHAT WAS ACTUALLY 23 MINUTES EARTH TIME ACCORDING TO MY CLOCK NEXT TO THE BED, WAS TO ME ONLY ABOUT A SECOND OR TWO.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No      

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     I FELT IF I WENT THROUGH THAT NW CORNER OF THE ROOM, THAT I WOULD NEVER...COME BACK.

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Uncertain     

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     SOON AFTER, IT WAS HARD FOR ANYONE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO ME, I DON'T THINK THEY BELIEVED ME. THEY THOUGHT IT WAS SOME KIND OF DREAM . IT'S O.K.  I WOULD PROBABLY FEEL THE SAME WAY, IF IT HAD NOT HAPPENED TO ME. WHEN EVERYONE GOES THROUGH DEATH'S DOOR, THEN THEY'LL KNOW WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT. THEN THEY'LL BELIEVE.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    THREE MONTHS AFTER THIS, I HAD ANOTHER NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE, I COULD FEEL IT, CAUSE I FELT THE SAME WAY WHEN I HAD MY FIRST ONE. SAME PRESENCE WAS THERE FOR ME, TELLING ME AGAIN THAT NIT WAS MY TIME TO GO. AGAIN I REFUSED. THERE WERE DECEASED RELATIVES WAITING FOR ME TO GO WITH THEM. IT WAS MY GRANDMOTHER, AND TWO MALES. I WAS OUT OF MY BODY HALF IN HALF OUT. UPPER BODY WAS OUT. I COULD SEE MY TRANSPARENT HAND COMING OUT OF THIS HAND AND MY TRANSPARENT LEGS COMING OUT OF THESE LEGS, SAME EXACT REPLICA OF MY PHYSICAL.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real   

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes    

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                  

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes 

1st EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION a couple years ago:

IT WAS ON THIS JUNE MORNING, AND I WAS ON MY WAY TO WORK. IT WAS 7:05AM AND I WAS ONLY THREE MINUTES FROM WORK. THIS STRANGE FEELING OF EXTREME SLEEPINESS CAME OVER ME , ALL OF A SUDDEN. THIS WAS THE SAME FEELING THAT HAD COME OVER ME THREE MONTHS EARLIER, WITH MY FIRST NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE. IMMEDIATELY, I KNEW I WAS GOING TO COME OUT OF MY BODY/NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE. HURRIEDLY, I DROVE UP THE APARTMENT COMPLEX, AND WENT INSIDE. I HAD TO CARE FOR TWO YOUNG GIRLS THAT DAY, WHILE THEIR MOTHER WENT TO WORK. AS SOON AS I WENT IN, I TOLD THE TWO GIRLS, THAT I HAD TO LIE DOWN FOR JUST A LITTLE WHILE, ALTHOUGH I KNEW THAT I MIGHT ACTUALLY "DIE". I TOLD THEM THAT I WAS GOING TO LIE DOWN IN THEIR MOTHERS ROOM AND THAT I WOULD LOCK THE DOOR. I THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO LOCK THE DOOR BEHIND ME, IN CASE I DID DIE, THEN THEY COULD CALL THEIR MOTHER IF I WAS TO NEVER AWAKE. I TOLD THE GIRLS IF THEY NEEDED ME, TO JUST KNOCK.  AS SOON AS I WENT TO LIE DOWN, ALMOST IMMEDIATELY, I PASSED OUT.

I AWOKE, JUST AS I KNEW I WOULD. SLOWLY, I SAT UP (I WAS LYING ON MY BACK) AND AS I DID, I COULD SEE EVERYTHING IN THE ROOM, AND I COULD ACTUALLY SEE MY SOUL/SPIRIT "HAND" COMING OUT OF MY FLESH HAND THAT WAS DANGLING OFF THE SIDE OD THE BED. I COULD ACTUALLY SEE MY "SOUL" COMING OUT!  MY "SOUL" HAND WAS CLEAR IN THE CENTER, BUT IT WAS WHITE ON THE OUTER LINING OF IT. SEE, I STILL HAD MY SAME BODY, BUT IT WAS REAL LIGHTWEIGHT, AND IT WAS CLEAR AND WHITE. I COULD ALSO, AT THIS POINT, SEE MY "SOUL" COMING OUT OF MY FLESH LEGS, AGAIN, THEY WERE ALSO CLEAR IN THE CENTER, AND WHITE . IN THE NW CORNER OF THE ROOM, LIKE IN MY FIRST NDE, THREE MONTHS EARLIER, THERE WAS A "MALE SUBJECT" PULLING ME ONCE AGAIN, AND TELLING ME THAT IT WAS TIME TO GO, THAT HE WAS THERE TO TAKE ME, IT WAS TIME TO LEAVE THIS WORLD. AGAIN, I REFUSED, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, I REFUSED, BUT HE WOULDN'T GIVE UP, HE JUST KEPT PULLING ME. HE WAS PULLING ME BY THE END OF MY ROPE/CORD THAT WAS CONNECTED TO "ME" MY "SOUL", AND THEN IT WAS CONNECTED TO MY FLESH BODY THAT LOOKED LIKE IT WAS ASLEEP UNDERNEATH ME. THIS ROPE/CORD WAS CONNECTED TO MY "SOUL HEAD" AND THEN TO MY FLESH/PHYSICAL HEAD. IT WAS A LIGHT GRAY IN COLOR, AND IT WAS GLOWING.

AS I LOOKED AROUND THE ROOM, I TURNED TO MY LEFT, WHERE I COULD CLEARLY SEE OUT THE WINDOW. I FELT AS THOUGH I COULD MOVE ANYTHING IN THE ROOM WITH MY MIND, BUT IF I DID, I FELT THAT I WAS GOING TO GO THROUGH THE CORNER OF THE CEILING, AND NEVER RETURN. AS I TURNED TO MY RIGHT, I COULD SEE THREE BEINGS STANDING ON THE RIGHT SIDE OD THE BED, THEY WERE THERE, TO ALSO TAKE ME SOMEWHERE ELSE, I COULD FEEL THAT IF I WENT THROUGH THE CORNER OF THE ROOM, WHERE THIS "MALE SUBJECT" WAS , I WAS GOING UPWARD VERY, VERY FAST. I  COULD FEEL IT. THESE THREE BEINGS, WERE A GRAYISH -WHITE MIST. THE ONE IN FRONT, WAS A FEMALE, THE OTHER TWO STANDING BEHIND HER, WERE MALE. I WASN'T AFRAID AT ANY TIME. THEY TOLD ME THROUGH OUR MINDS, THAT IT WAS TIME TO GO, BUT I KEPT REFUSING, AND TELLING THEM THAT I COULDN'T. I REMEMBERED THERE BEING A MIRROR ADJACENT TO THE BED, AND I THOUGHT OF TURNING TOWARDS IT TO LOOK AT MY SOUL, AS I DID, I COULD SEE MY FLESH 'PHYSICAL BODY, BUT NOT MY "SOUL". AT THIS POINT, ONE OF THE GIRLS WAS KNOCKING ON THE DOOR CALLING OUT FOR ME, BUT I COULDN'T GET BACK IN MY BODY, FINALLY, THE MALE SUBJECT LET GO, AND THERE I AWOKE AND IMMEDIATELY OPENED THE DOOR TO THE ROOM.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           100%ABSOLUTELY NOT!

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           AIR

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No

Did you see a light?           No

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes