The first experience was 27 years ago.
I had been raped by a stranger in my home in the middle of the night with
my children sleeping in their beds.
It was a very horrible time in my life and I lived with fear and terror.
I couldn't do anything without someone being with me.
I had to move in with my parents because the home that I was raped in was
too painful to go in. I had such
anxiety that I just stayed home all the time.
One day I did go out by myself to talk to a priest. He just listened to
me and helped me to see that I could heal.
On my way home I was still filled with terror when I looked out my car
window. Out my window I saw a Light
that was so bright and beautiful. As
soon as I saw the Light my fear and terror went away.
I felt like a new person. The
Light them disappeared and so did my fear.
I drove to my home that I had been raped in and went inside.
There was no more fear. I had
been healed by the Light.
The second light experience I had was five years ago.
I had been diagnosed with skin cancer on my chest.
The doctor said he was going to have to remove it.
A week before the appointment to have it removed I went to work out at my
fitness facility. When I looked at
the people on the machines I saw Light in their stomachs.
Each one of the people was lit up with this bright Light.
The next day I was sitting in my chair in the living room when all of a
sudden I realized who I truly am. I
saw that I was really God. I know
that sounds strange but I saw that I was whole and perfect and that I didn't
need or want anything at all. I told
my husband "I am that I am". Again
all my fear went away. I saw that I
only lived in the moment and that I was never born and that I will never die.
I was so happy. I had such
love for everyone and everything. I
still do to this day. A week after
this awakening I went to my doctors office and told him he didn't need to remove
the cancer because it would go away on its own.
It did go away and I have never had any more skin cancer.
to tell my story because I'm hoping it will help people to know that the Light
is real and that we can see it while we are still alive.
I did not have to have an out of body experience or a NDE to see the
Light. There is nothing to fear because
Home is always with us, inside of us. I
know that I have Heaven here on earth and that I am being taken care of.
The message I would give to people is that we are all one and that we
will always exist. The reason I am here on earth is to learn unconditional love
and forgiveness. I hope you can use my
Any associated medications or
substances with the potential to affect the experience?
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes I had three experiences two were
light experiences and one was hard to explain.
The third experience I realized that I was one with God that I was
perfect, whole and that I didn't need or want anything in that understanding
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Was the experience dream like in any way?
no it was more real than the life
I had been living
Did you experience a separation of
your consciousness from your body?
What emotions did you feel during
Did you hear any unusual sounds or
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
Did you see a light?
I explained it on the previous page.
I saw light out my car window and then I saw light inside of people.
Did you meet or see any other
Did you experiment while out of the
body or in another, altered state?
Did you observe or hear anything
regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?
Did you notice how your 5 senses
were working, and if so, how were they different?
I was very alert and clear.
I could see better that I have ever seen previously.
Did you have any sense of altered
space or time?
Yes In my experience of my true nature
I realized that there was no time or space.
Did you have a sense of knowing,
special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
I knew that I was my true nature which is
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
Did you become aware of future
Were you involved in or aware of a
decision regarding your return to the body?
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the
experience that you did not have prior to the experience?
was healed of skin cancer and I believe that my strong belief in my experience
of the Light caused the healing
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I became very happy and all my
childhood beliefs about God and religion went away.
How has the experience affected
your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
I have become more positive and
loving and my job performance has improved.
Has your life changed specifically
as a result of your experience?
Yes I have changed completely because I
am no longer afraid to live or die. I just allow life to happen.
I see that life is living me.
Have you shared this experience
Yes Ive only told a few people such as
my husband and he appears to believe me.
What emotions did you experience
following your experience?
When my fear
went away I was completely grateful and happy.
What was the best and worst part of
The best part
of my experiences are that I no longer have a fear of being hurt or dying.
Is there anything else you would
like to add concerning the experience?
I believe I
have shared all. I believe that I can
help others with my experiences.
Following the experience, have you
had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
Yes I feel I was able to explain my
experience well on your site.
Please offer any suggestions you
may have to improve this questionnaire.