I was so close
to pulling the knife down and ending life as I knew it, and I had an out-of-body
experience of my mother, sitting down crying. I then came out of the
out-of-body experience and had another instantaneously, this time in the future,
with me on my wedding day... With the girl I had a crush on at the time... It
completely spun my life around, I have no thoughts of suicide now.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes I was about to suicide. The knife was at my throat.
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Completely alert
Was the experience dream like in any way? No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Saddened at the fact I was going to destroy my existence
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? No
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Uncertain There was somewhat of a distant feeling of "hell" but I can't remember much...
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes My mum.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes My wedding day, and the girl I had a crush on. By the way, we're together now.
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? No Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes I felt empowered by the fact I had seen the future...
Did you become aware of future events? Yes This awareness is full, I'm with the girl I had the vision of a wedding with.
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No
Did you have
any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you
did not have prior to the experience?
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I'm no longer willing to take my life.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? It hasn't changed every day practices, but it has got me together with the girl...
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes It's already been said above questions.
Have you shared this experience with others? No What emotions did you experience following your experience? Scared of what I was about to do.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? Unsure.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? Nope
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes