When the light rested at the foot of the bed directly at my feet it pulsed a light up over my body engulfing it and penetrating it.  The light spoke inside my body, telepathically I guess.  It said ( I am the virgin) be not afraid , the universe is unfolding as it should. Come i have something to show you. I was pulled from my body and overcome with a sense of innocence and wide-eyed wonder and I was filled with a feeling of all-knowingness and love.  I felt utterly comforted and safe with this being and felt shrouded with a divine essence.

We moved very rapidly away from the earthly plane. It was nearly instantaneous. The being was speaking to me the whole time explaining everything. All the questions about existence and my life that i had ever had and making sense of all the things that defy real understanding. The being showed me the origins of our universe as we understand it in a vision that altered rapidly moving through human consciousness of time and to the completion of things. I was given information and told many things of great significance but told that I would only remember being told but not what I was told. What I was to remember, was that I was to embrace love and teach others not to fear because things are as they should be. My work is about that. I was filled with joy and gratitude and the sense that I had transcended a human state and now comprehended the divine for she passed all her knowledge to me telepathically.

When this was finished, I was returned to my body...and I awoke in a state of exaltation and joy that was impossible to characterize to anyone. I felt it all, understood it all with my consciousness yet the precise knowledge of her messages were unknown to me. I could not remember them. I did remember her charge to me. She instructed me to create my life around understanding the implications of love and fear and to teach people that this was the way for them to follow.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes

just the impact of the epiphanistic ecstasy . that was the hardest thing to describe...it was life transforming...

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           I was asleep in my bed but was aware that I was asleep and at first thought I was awake but then realized it was a dream but more than that a visitation while in a sleep state.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   yes it was a lucid dream. I was dreaming but was conscious of that fact and I experienced a rational participation in the dream.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

Yes I was engulfed in light.. the light penetrated my entire body and I was spoken to telepathically . In fact the light itself communicated to me. I was then invited and lifted from my body and re!

 moved from the earthly plane

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            pure unbridled ecstasy. The joy of a love I had never experienced but understood tacitly and unconsciously yearned for each living day of my life. A sense of completeness...therefore a sense of coming to rest and being in balance. I sense of profound blessedness and love, safety and peace

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           yes her voice speaking to me. She was a feminine energy very comforting the essence of love herself.

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?    No

Not in this dream but in others... i am a lucid dreamer. I have had many... spiritual dreams in the past but this one stands out...

Did you see a light?           Yes

yes she was a ball of churning plasma violet blue light. I could see small darkish veins running through the plasma. In the veins were traveling small beads of white light. The light pulsed and glowed and spread at her will.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No

yes the violet blue energy... who took me and showed me the meaning of everything. explained our existence. showed me the perceived beginning and end. time space was layered /folded? !

 to show me. she showed me visually then transmitted her divine knowledge to my being.

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          Yes

my eyes were absorbing all I saw, my ears were unnecessary, I could here the messages in my consciousness. no sense of smell or taste or touch

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes

time was layered in a manner of speaking. I saw everything that had any meaning for our being in short order.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

i was given visions and told messages. Told I would not be able to remember many of them but that some things would stay with me. I was told secrets and told I would forget them .. i was given understanding. I was told that I should teach people about love and told not to fear. I was told that all things are unfolding as they should be.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?             Yes

yes we reached a place where the play of energy in time was visible in its entirety. It was like and event in physical energy for where all things could be understood. beyond this it defies description.

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes

I was told of future events. Most importantly I was reassured not to fear but to adhere to love. Based on this i indeed face and painful crossroads and passed through what amounted to the most emotionally painful time of my life where I was challenged with a great deal of fear. But the future was more than that. It has all not yet come to pass and I have been given to understand that the events are irrelevant and that many of them are far beyond the life of my bodies lifetime. For this reason, I would not be permitted to recall after waking the precise information. The real reason for my seeing this was to convey the message of love and its transformative properties and to teach people about the anatomy of fear so that they can chose love.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes

i was completely filled with knowledge and awareness and completion. I knew utterly what i needed to discover and it was simply time to return.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

yes a clarifying understanding of the role of my own existence and its implications. The ability to touch people at times with a poignancy that moves them in a spiritual way.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes

I became more and more focused on my own "work" in this lifetime. Many times I have not understood the direction and yet have progressively moved that way only to discover that i was doing the right things all along. I have spent more time thinking and processing the implications of working inside a love based paradigm and its overall meaning to my life and the lives of others.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       my marriage ended. Though I didn't understand it, it wasn't a good situation for me.. I stopped what I was doing and went on an odyssey of travel, and self transformation. I focused on my art work and began to paint a series called organizing chaos which is the processing of the imaging I saw manifested in the dream. I have a new love relationship that is truly magnificent and have produced with my life partner a dvd of visual images, music and binaural beats to stimulate Theta waves. about 7 hz... it is about 27 minutes in length.. it is to assist people in meditation. all of the art images were produced with mindful love .

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes

yes..i experienced terrible losses and then an extraordinary rediscovery and refocusing of my life.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

some people cried. some just look at me and nod o!