Crystal M's Experience
So the first event was in Peru at an ayahuasca retreat, we were on dieta which means no salt sugar or oil and very plain foods, usually white. I didn't take ayahuasca and I was just meditating and I nearly touched the ceiling while floating I was scarred and tensed up and came back to my body. There was a deep sucking sound while floating up. I felt numb and cold when I got down. I did a breathing exercise to initiate that state. Breathe into each body part and feel it sink 3 rounds of this to float away.
Second experience, on ayahuasca and dieta night time. Vomiting. Shut eyes and see kaleidoscope world with dancing Buddhas thousands moving, some stepping in a circular dance
Third. I'm with my boyfriend who has OBEs all the time even in mid conversation and had to stop meditating to calm it. I float up I feel like I'm being sucked up and loose sense of the body. I ask to see my moms life it shows a plain white room with objects that dance with cartoon legs.
I ask to see my dads and it zooms out from the same scene. Then I ask to see mine. It is the same room but all the living objects are gone its very plain here. I'm then in a room and there is a room with two men one of which I sort of recognize and talk to I ask him if I'm on the right path and he said it doesn't matter just do everything with love.
Fourth. I leave my body again still with my bf. I see my mom and my eight year old half brother but not as a little boy, as a miniature man. I ask her if she needs help because she is raising him and 3 other kids, being my siblings she says she is ok.
In the same OBE I have sex with my ex bf he acts towards me as I had acted towards him near the end of the relationship.
For 2-4 I initiate
these through using visuals of my chakras opening. I thought it was easy to go
there and one night I didn't want to be taken even. Now I really want back and I
can get to the light feeling but leaving feels like there is a barrier. For the
OBEs I tend to do something good that day like act kind. Every time I think a
really good thought like a kind thought I will initiate certain sensations of an
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? Uncertain 4 events occurred in my life time one was with ayahuasca, the other three were just relaxation induced
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Great I felt very awake some experiences had more sensory then others
Was the experience dream like in any way? Yes with lots of control
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes Light body, no longer with the weight of what we know of a body
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Happy bliss calm
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? First one, sucking
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Yes The white room was my old living room in crescent city it was plain and showed the piano in all scenes
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes Knew one of them, awesome Indian friend that I trust and love that meditates a lot
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes
Asked questions to pole asked to see mom or dads life
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes They would only come when focused upon ie during sex but no inbetween day to day feelings like the pressure of feet on the floor
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes Flying floating
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes The universe felt complete there, there was no need for a purpose I just loved the feeling of being
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes The path doesn't matter just the intention
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I respect my boyfriend and mom much more. I feel like my bf and exs souls are linked
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain Change of life path of being with my boyfriend, caring less about the material world, all I really want to do is meditate half of the time
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Bf completely believed it, a little shocked that I hadn't already been there because he asked them to help mea while back, but he said it would be best for me not to tell anyone else, but its hard when you get confused, I've told my mom, interested happy. I'm not influenced
What emotions did you experience following your experience? Bliss. Calm
What was the best and worst part of your experience? Worst none. Best elation after, shooting up in the beginning and control of everything
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? Would love to become more involved in this research group, please contact me if you so feel inclined.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes