but there is more to the story, I told everyone about this growing up. my brothers made fun of me and my mom told me the paddy wagon was going to come and get me if I told people it was better not to tell it. so I have  a personal relationship with God that no one can convince me ant different. He walked with me as a child (and still does) and taught me things lots of things, and he put them in my remembrance so when I need them they are there like tools for life. see one day I was about 12 yrs old and I was sitting at the kitchen table with my mom and grandma and I was telling them the story one more time and I know this was a make or break day in my life now I didn't know at the time, and I said mom I know it happened and they were telling me it was a dream, I said I was in my brothers room in a crib and etc when my mom said crystal I have told you many times your crib was never in that room and right then my dad came through the kitchen and asked what we were talking about and mom said crystal thinks she went to heaven as a baby and she says she was in the boys room but I told her she was not and my dad said wait she was because we moved our room up there temporary when we first moved in here because we were painting the down stairs...and they all starred at me because they knew there was no way to know that unless....it really happened. remember I said God stopped me and told me to look at the room I was in well that was the room and I got my confirmation that day and I have never looked back, no one can convince me otherwise. 

Ive always known why I am here in existence that has never been a question for me, it is for my family.

And I am to help people with spiritual issues and death. Death is not a bad thing for me, not when you know where you are going. and you can be sure. There is a way. 

And yes there has been A LOT of stuff through my life that makes me know this experience was just the first step..

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    beginning middle don't remember the end

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            beginning middle don't remember the end

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     the light was the brightest thing ive ever seen, but it did not hurt me to look at it like the sun would

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     no mouths were moving because there were no mouths just gassy forms but there was just a knowing. like if you could hear me talk without talking.

this is one way I feel different then most people I feel like under the right circumstances I we could do this also here on earth.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            PURE LOVE

Very fast speed

a knowing

oneness with God and each other

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     I popped out of dark like sky into another place into the light and other gassy forms were there like me what I looked like.

Did you see a light?           Yes     Glorious brilliant light that's where the pure love was coming from

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     they did not talk to me or anything matter of fact they were just surrounding the light, they looked like me

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     about the bedroom when God told me to stop and look around he burned it into me memory so later it could be confirmed

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     it was like the sky at first then after I was told to come I went really super fast and popped into another dimension

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     I was free a feeling of no space or time

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes            that God had to come get me and show me this because I might not have made it back to him and that I am the apple of his eye, and he loves my name crystal and that he had something to do with me being named that.

I have learned everyday since

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       No
           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     since this happened when I was a baby, I have grown up just knowing things at different ages that was not normal for those ages, wisdom

lots of gifts

but ive been scared to unlock some of these things because ive never had the right people around me to make me feel safe about the talent and power I know we all have.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I was a baby so I don't remember but I do know as quick as I could talk I was telling it. God lets me tell certain people because he says not all will understand and yes it has helped people. People come to me when it comes to spiritual things.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I know that I know that I know feeling

no one can take this from me no matter what happens to my body I know it happened

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            stop and look at the room

the fast speed

the talking without talking, what I call "knowing"