Chai C's Experience
My family just rent a semi-detached house in Miri, Sarawak. I was allowed to have my own room upstairs with a nice balcony. but unexpectedly, I'm not the only one live there. After stayed in the room for half a year, I always feel a presence in my room and my room never get enough sun shine/light even though I open all window and balcony door and all lights. at that time, my believe in ghost non-existence is strong. so I ignore this feeling. till one night, I went to sleep at midnight as usual, I always sleeping with my whole body facing on one side. Then I think its not good to sleep that way, so I suddenly planned for a change, I sleep with my whole body facing up like a dead body. And at the moment I close my eye n tried to sleep, I feel my whole body is being pressed and it caused me a breathing problem. I opened my eyes and try to wake up and take a walk but importunely, I was being pressed so hard that I cant even wake up. Then I tried to scream for help, and I cant get any voice out. I tried n tried to move my hands and try to voice out some sound. Once I manage to get a sound 'argh', my whole body is release. I wake up and get shocked. And I keep on scold that thing pressing me that I m scared of him/her and ask it to left me alone. Then I went to sleep, n nothing happened.
I didn't tell my mum about it because I still believe there is no ghost. Maybe I encountering some nerves breakdown or what. But a week after that, it come back again, same thing happened. And I break it by scream out a sound. but this time, the pressing is stronger. I hope this is the last time but this time it attack me 3 days in row. Each time getting harder and harder to scream a voice. So I decided to tell my mum about it, and my mum said maybe the ghost is desperately looking for replacement. In Buddhist, there is a believe that human who died with doubts and regrets cant get reincarnation. SO these are the ghost we see wandering around earth. This is because there spirit trap at that location till the ghost itself willing to leave all regrets, hatred, revenge etc. away. If not, they will have to find replacement to fill in their place, and this will allowed them to get reincarnation.
My mum ask me tried to keep calm. Because if afraid of it, they will get me easily. It will go away after a few failure attack. after the night of the third counter in a row, I m very tired and sleepy because cant get a good sleep. That evening, I try to show it that I m not afraid and went back the room to take a nap as usual. I was happy because I was asleep but suddenly the pressing began, I try to scream again but this time I was shocked because I saw HIS hand. An old wrinkled hand holding the wrist of my soul. I saw my flesh hand on bed and another soul wrist in his hand. I was shocked and my soul wrist is being pulled higher and higher while I struggling to scream. Luckily I manage to scream. I run to my parent's room and wake my mother up. Then she ask me to sleep beside her and her room have more light than mine.
So , I lie beside my
mum and try to calm down as my mum show no response. Once I lie down with my
whole body facing up, my body is pressed again, very very hard. I looked at my
mum and try to wake her by reaching her body with my hand. I cant and slowly
see myself being drag down the bed. I cant move at all. I turn back, I see my
flesh body lying on the bed beside my mum and I shocked and gathered all my
strength and scream out loud. The scream woke my mum up and I feel like flash.
my soul is like attached to my body. Once that thing release me, I feel my soul
bounce back. I can t explain the feeling of being soul. I just feel I have
thinking but I feel I m light like weightless. and no sound, no breathing sound,
nth, I cant hear anything. And one thing that is true, I m not afraid of
lights. and I cant easily move my hand and leg. I feel like losing them. My mum
was shocked see me screaming and breath heavily. Then she ask her Buddhist
master to help me. He went into the room and come out after an hour. He said
there is uncle hanging himself there long ago and he tried to get me as his
replacement. The master said he had persuaded him to go and leave this room,
leaving this room alone. The uncle refuse him rudely. So we are asked not to
occupy this room anymore. Actually I was told, the master have the power to
catch him but he didn't do so. Because if he catch that ghost, he'll forever
cant get his reincarnation. He wanted to save the good deeds.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? I m really very conscious of what is happening.
Was the experience dream like in any way? No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? shocked
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? no...no sound at all
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? my 5 sense is all gone. I cant feel any
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes I seldom dream of something/place I will go in future. But in the dream, the people I met is all with no obvious face, but the environment is exactly the same as the actual I see.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Yes I cant easily
sense a presence at a place but I cant see it. But all the one I sense is a old
(occupy that place for long time) one.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I believe in ghost and spirit now but it didn't change my thinking as free thinker. But before that, I m not afraid of anything. Now I was getting timid a bit.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I experience these things, ghost, dreams come true thing, but I cant express it out as no one believe me.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes they say I m having serious nerve breakdown. and they don't believe it. Some of them having same experience but they neglect it and take it as nerve breakdown or mood disorder.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? lead my normal life
What was the best and worst part of your experience? best part=its good to know I have soul