I was in bed and had been sleeping but during the experience I was definitely not asleep.
I became aware of being
enveloped in a beautiful white/gold light. The feeling was of being wrapped in
total and indescribable love. It was euphoric and magnificent and filled my
total being. it is impossible to describe the total bliss of the experience I
just knew that I didn't want to leave ....I just wanted to stay connected to
whatever this was. I was pure energy and aware of myself although I didn't have
a body. there was the most beautiful sound although it was music as such...
every sense was at the most heightened that I can imagine. there was no sense of
time and no sense of things or beings....just this overwhelming love that I was
part of. Although I can remember the experience with total clarity I yearn to
feel the immenseness of it again.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? awake
Was the experience dream like in any way? no. only that it wasn't an experience that was part of my daily reality
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes I was light....I didn't feel that I had left my body but during the experience I was just energy
What emotions did you feel during the experience? exaltation, euphoria, bliss, and a very magnified version of love
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? there was a sound that was magnificent but it was not music
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No
Did you see a light? Yes everything was a gold/white light
Did you meet or see any other beings? No
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes I don't think I had senses...that are associated with body parts just awareness of light, sound feeling the energy of myself and all that I was a part of
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes there was no sense of time or space.....it was just like all time ..all space
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes I knew that this was our origin and our return point
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain possibly more telepathic
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes no longer any fear of death...not that I would say I had any before but to know that this is what we will return to is the most amazing comfort.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I feel part of something very magnificent.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain
Have you shared this experience with others? No What emotions did you experience following your experience? gratitude for being shown this part of myself
What was the best and worst part of your experience? the worst part was that it ended.