Brian M's Experience
I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL ON AUGUST 7TH,1983 WITH HEAD PAINS.-I HAD A SURGERY BUT THE MEDICAL REPORT SAYS ONLY ABOUT 15 PERCENT COULD BE REMOVED SINCE TUMORS IMBED INTO AND AROUND BRAIN TISSUE. MY SECOND "ATTEMPTED" SURGERY WAS ON SEPTEMBER7TH,1983-THE FILM SHOWS THE DOCTORS OPEN MY HEAD AND THE ENTIRE TUMOR WAS NOT IMBEDDED OR ATTACHED AND COMPLETELY FELL OUT OF MY HEAD!-I WAS 0N THE OPERATING TABLE AND FLOATED UPWARDS INTO SPACE-I VISITED AND SPOKE WITH PEOPLE BOTH HELL AND HEAVEN- WHEN I WAS BACK IN THE HOSPITAL DOCTORS AND NURSES EYE-WITNESSED MY CATHETER GET PULLED OUT TWICE BY EVIL FORCES WHILE MY ARMS AND LEGS WERE STRAPPED DOWN IN CASE OF CONVULSIONS-ON ONE DAY MY C.T. SCAN SHOWED THE TUBE THAT RAN FROM INSIDE MY BRAIN, DOWN MY THROAT AND LUNGS TO MY KIDNEYS AND THE NEXT DAY ANOTHER SCAN SHOWED THAT THE TUBE HAD COMPLETELY VANISHED. (1ST,2ND,AND 3RD SHIFT DOCTORS SAW THE SCANS SO THIS CAN NOT BE DENIED!) I WAS TAKEN OFF ALL MEDICINES AND WAS FULLY DISCHARGED ON OCTOBER 1ST, 1983.
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
Uncertain I WAS FULLY CONSCIOUS, BUT I CAN'T HONESTLY SAY FOR
POSITIVE IF MEDICINES AFFECTED THE TRIPS TO HELL AND HEAVEN.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain MOST I COULD CLEARLY EXPLAIN TO PEOPLE BUT SOME SEEMED TO DEFY LOGIC (KIND OF SIMILAR TO HOW IT WOULD BE IF A PERSON IN THE 1400'S TIME TRAVELED TO DOWN-TOWN NEW WORK CITY IN 2009, STAYED A WHILE, THEN WENT BACK AND HAD TO EXPLAIN IT.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes I HAD A BRAIN TUMOR THAT WAS THE SIZE OF A GRAPE-FRUIT AND I WEIGHED 53 POUNDS.
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? FULLY AWAKE.
Was the experience dream like in any way? NO.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes AS I LOOKED DOWN AT THE DOCTORS THEY WERE TALKING BUT I COULDN'T HEAR THEM.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? AT FIST SADNESS THEN A LOT OF HAPPINESS.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? ANIMALS TALKING IN HEAVEN AND OTHER THINGS.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Uncertain ONLY A FEW THINGS LIKE HEAVENS GATE WAS SIMILAR BUT WHEN YOU OPENED THE GATE THERE WAS NO GROUND AND HEAVEN FLOATED AND HELL WAS WELL BELOW IT.-AT THE DOCK WHERE PEOPLE WERE BEING CAGED FOR HELL(?) THE PEOPLE IN THEM GROWLED.
Did you see a light? Uncertain NOT UNTIL I WAS ALLOWED TO ASK GOD THINGS BUT I NEVER SAW HIM, IT WAS REALLY BRIGHT.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes IN HELL I SAW PEOPLE BEING CAGED LIKE CATTLE AND IN HEAVEN I SAW AND TALKED WITH PEOPLE FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD AND WITH GOD-I CAN'T TALK ABOUT WHAT WAS SAID.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Uncertain
I DIDN'T TRY TO VISIT ANYBODY, AND HONESTLY I NEVER EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT IT.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? No Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes I KNOW MY TRIP TO HELL AND HEAVEN HAD TO HAVE LASTED AT LEAST A WEEK, BUT WHEN I WHEELED BACK TO MY ROOM THEY SAID IT WAS ABOUT 8 HOURS LATER?
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes I DEFINITELY DO AND I WOULD IF I COULD BUT I CAN'T UNLESS TOLD TO.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes 1ST WAS HEAVENS GATE,2ND WAS THE WIDE SPACE TO HEAVENS OUTER AREA; AND 3RD WAS THE OCEAN YOU HAD TO CROSS WITH EVERY SEA ANIMAL, BOTH TODAY AND IN DINOSAUR TIMES THAT SWAM IN IT BEFORE YOU GET TO PEOPLE.
Did you become aware of future events? Yes (SAME AS #16 )
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes ( SIMILAR TO # 16 AND DOZENS THROUGH THE YEARS HAVE BEEN TOLD OF THINGS DAYS IN ADVANCE
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes MORE HUMBLE AND MUCH MORE OPENED MINDED ON THINGS.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? A STRONG MARRIAGE TAKES TOTAL TRUST AND COMMITMENT, AS DOES LIFE AND RELIGION
AND MY TRIP HAS
STRENGTHENED EACH ONE.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes (SAME AS #24)
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes THE MAJORITY OF THOSE THAT KNOW THESE THINGS WERE EITHER WITH ME IN THE HOSPITAL (MOTHER, AUNTS, ETC.) WHEN THE MIRACLES HAPPENED, VISITED ME FROM 2 OR 3 COUNTIES
What emotions did you experience following your experience? A STRONGER ZEST FOR LIFE AND BETTER APPRECIATION FOR LIFE, FREEDOMS. ETC.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? BEST EXPERIENCE= GOING TO HEAVEN AND SEEING & DOING THE THINGS I DID AS I WAS TOLD WHAT I WAS.