Bob M's Experience
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Experience description:

            I had ask God to take me from this planet and I was very upset and just wanted to die and go away...and I was crying, and then I started to feel strange like my body was no longer part of my being I was terrified because I was so young and didn't understand what was happening to me...and then I was totally blinded by what can only be described as a powerful bright light that seemed to absorb me and my soul or being or whatever I am! I can't even begin to tell you how afraid I was, it can only be described as total terror. I was then lifted from my body and begin to accelerate at an unbelievable speed through some kind of bright light that no human could possible look at under normal circumstances, the speed at which I was traveling was beyond description, And it seemed like I traveled at this speed forever...and then I started to slow down and the light actually increased but now it was ok because I became part of this light and I was in this area that was so beautiful and then people started talking to me; calling me by my name and they all knew me and I realized I knew all of them, they were so happy to see me, and we were communicating, all at the same time, it was like I was talking to a million people all at the same time and yet, I could understand everything that was said and I was answering all of them at the same time. And all knowledge was available to me, I understood what life was and what it was all about.  then I realized there was something I had to do. So, I told them all that I had to go back all of them said no don't go back you don't have to go back stay here and be happy.   I insisted that I must return, and then out of nowhere someone approached me. I really did not recognize this person until the person spoke to me, and then I knew it was my creator. I also knew that only the creator could grant me permission to return, I was in the presence of true love and kindness beyond my imagination.

the creator ask me why I wanted to return. I said there is something that I have to do. The creator again informed me that I did not have to return.  I insisted please I have to do this I am no longer afraid and I have to finish my life! and then a feeling of absolute euphoria absorbed me and my eyes opened and I was back.

 Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     its impossible to put my experience in words that humans would relate to or understand? I have had a lot of dreams in my life-time. This was not a dream or a brain mal-function or any other scientific hypothesis. This happen to me 53 years ago! And it-may-as-well have happened yesterday!

 At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    once I had reached my destination, I have never before or after felt that alert or aware of everything including the entire universe and why its here and why we're here, I knew everything instantly!

 How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

 If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            once I had reached my destination, I have never before or after felt that alert or aware of everything including the entire universe and why its here and why we're here, I knew everything instantly!

 Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     I had no vision in the sense of human sight, however my vision encompassed all of the universe.

 Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     I had no hearing, again, in the sense of human hearing...my situation could not in any way be compared to human senses. You're totally missing the mark here? no human senses at all exist here.

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

 What emotions did you feel during the experience?            fear, terror, love, euphoria, calmness, complete understanding, sadness, because I knew I had to come back and finish my life!

 Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Uncertain      I don't know if you could call it a tunnel, it was more like riding a lightning bolt.

 Did you see a light?           Yes     I became the light. It was so bright that no human could look at it.  I'm pretty sure I was absorbed by the light and became part of the light

 Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I knew them all, but I knew them as spirits or souls, or whatever you want to call them.  I was communicating with about a million of them at the same time.

 Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No       I was only twelve I didn't have a lot of past experiences?

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     wherever I was at? was beyond description.

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     no question about it. I no longer believe in time!

 Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     like I said earlier I was aware of all things all knowledge was at my request!

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     no boundary, except I knew I had a very short time to re-enter my body!

 Did you become aware of future events?       No
           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Uncertain      I don't think so? nothing that I could say with complete honesty!

 Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I never told anyone for about ten years because I was afraid God would be upset with me for giving away secrets of the universe, but then I was still very young and naive. Now that I'm old and wise I realize that humans do not have the ability to believe or understand what I experienced, Why? simple, they're here for other reasons, And its OK! because I know every single one of you! So y'all have a nice life and I will be seeing you all later!

 Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No       this was 1955 no such knowledge was available! At least to me!

 How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I will answer you like this. You experience what I did my friend, and then you let some expert tell you it was a brain tumor! or physical trauma.

 Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            well I know God lives, and I have tried for 50 years to find the right church or believe factor that best represents the word of the true God. I have never found it!

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I was 12 then I am 65 now it happen just the way I said it did!

 Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I don't believe in religions, they're cults. I will share my experience with anyone, but my experience does not give me the right to claim I'm speaking for God! no one speaks for God! If God wants to talk to you God will let you know...on the other hand I think its perfectly ok for you to speak to God and ask for help or guidance. God hears us all!

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        do the best you can with whatever situation your in!

 Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     to the best of my ability!

 Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?   I only filled this out ..because I want the entire world to know that God does see and hear everything his children say and do. We're all children of God and there is nothing you can do about it :)