Anne W's Experience
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Experience description:
It was
lunch time, we just finished our meeting, but some still in the room, talking
with my boss. I walked out and talked with one manager what we will eat for
lunch. I walked to the stairs alone. The manager still want to talk with my
boss. I looked down to the stair. It is quite high. Suddenly I felt myself
uncontrolled and my foot couldn't step to the ground. I felt frightened and
confused. How such things happened. I felt myself higher and higher. I looked
up, see the ceiling. It was closer and closer. I couldn't think, only prayed,
God, help me. Suddenly I felt someone taped my shoulder. The manager was there.
I thought I was day dream. We began chit chat, then suddenly I felt myself
flying again. The manager stopped talking, suppressed, asked, "Anne, can you
fly?" "No, I don't know what and how" he looked frightened. I were still flying
higher and higher. I felt someone or something controlled me, I couldn't do
anything. I don't like the situation and felt very frightened, too. I tried to
look around, up and down, right and left, but couldn't look behind. I asked the
manager, who was behind me cause I couldn't look behind me. He was so frightened
and answer "nobody" and he scream "I don't want to know, I don't wan t to see,
I don't want to talk to others". I really frightened. My logic came and thought
if the thing behind me, I should go forward, then I decided to jump. I saw the
stairs became above me and my feet were around the manager's waist. I struggled
in my heart once, but I decided don't want the thing controlled me. I pray "My
God, forgive me, if You want to take my life, then it will be Your Will" The
manager run downward. I jumped forward with my head first then rolling myself
because I didn't want my head hurt. I rolled and bumped at my back. Kept my head
down to my heart, and rolled again. My feet also bruised little and swollen as I
landed on the end of the stair. I couldn't wake up from bed for 2 days as my
back was really hurt and bruised and swollen.
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes I don't know how and why it
happened
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes Because I fell from the
stairs and had bruised in my back and legs
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Really conscious
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Afraid
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
Yes.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Uncertain When I rolled down I saw someone stood at the top of the stair,
but I didn't know if he/it/she is a real or not, because it can be my friend, it
can be
not. But I saw it clearly. Something there. I couldn't see in enough time who
because I were rolling down.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes I talked
with the manager, etc.
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes See,
hear, feel wind below my feet.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
I become timid.
I don't like this situation, but I keep thinking how and what had happened.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain I
really afraid after it happened, but I keep talking to myself, to keep continue
in my usual life and do what I should and used to do. So far, it not changed,
but it really disturb me.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes The
manager afraid. I told my other friend but he thought someone pushed me from
behind.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Timid
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
Feel frightened
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes It
really happened
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
It will
help if you can explain how and what had happened.