remember an open meadow with groups of souls sitting together in circles.
Everything was so green there. I was walking from group to group communicating
with them, possibly bidding them farewell because I was ready to incarnate
The souls and I here actually had spiritual bodies.
remember adding the previous life I had just completed to a display shelf in
what I imagine was my spiritual home, which strangely enough looked like a
crystal igloo inside.
The next thing I remember is being surrounded by light, like I was floating in
it, feeling nothing but love while watching parts of my then 'future life' play
out. I saw a few hardships that I would face and just smiled (no pun intended).
Next I woke up in a void kind of place, it was black and purple and kind of
twirled around. There were other souls there too. It was very similar to a
futuristic medical bunker.
remember my thoughts as well; I woke up and was like “well that sucked, time to
go again, I’ll get it right this time.
I got out of that chamber looking thing and joined a long line of souls waiting
to reincarnate (here we had no bodies, we were just balls of light). I had no
perception of time whatsoever either.
remember creating my physical body, it was similar to creating a character in an
rpg game but was extremely detailed. I had to choose between two sexes and
remember myself wondering what the that dangling thing in the center was haha.
It intrigued me so I chose that one.
then spoke to whom I believe we my guides and they told me this life I chose
would be rough and they were concerned that I wouldn't be able to handle it. But
I agreed to incarnate anyway.
It’s all kind of fuzzy after that really..
was born a heroin addicted baby, 4 months premature struggling to survive.
The doctors all thought I wouldn't make it, but boy did I prove them wrong!
remember something else when I was 6 years old too. I looked at a book called
'Spot The Dog' thinking that's my dog!
I am now
28 and have an American Bandogg named Astro that looks exactly like him and he
is the most precious thing in the world to me.
Any associated medications or
substances with the potential to affect the experience?
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes Memories and images were fleeting
At the time of this experience, was
there an associated life threatening event?
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I'd say about a 7/10
Was the experience dream like in any way?
Yes, now it just seems like a
Did you experience a separation of
your consciousness from your body?
Yes I was a ball of light
What emotions did you feel during
Did you hear any unusual sounds or
Not that I can
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
Yes I remember being in heaven basking
in gods' light
Did you see a light?
I was surrounded by it for a moment
Did you meet or see any other
I saw lots of other souls and a light guard at
the entrance of the void like chamber
Did you experiment while out of the
body or in another, altered state?
Did you observe or hear anything
regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?
Did you notice how your 5 senses
were working, and if so, how were they different?
Did you have any sense of altered
space or time?
Yes I didn't have any perception of
Did you have a sense of knowing,
special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
I can feel that I did, but no longer
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
Yes I was unable to go past the body
creation thingy as the earth was just below it
Did you become aware of future
Uncertain When I was age 6 I knew I'd get to
see my dog again and I just had to wait
Were you involved in or aware of a
decision regarding your return to the body?
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts
following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
How has the experience affected
your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
It's opened my eyes and I no
longer fear death
Has your life changed specifically
as a result of your experience?
Have you shared this experience
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
What was the best and worst part of
Is there anything else you would
like to add concerning the experience?
No thank you
Following the experience, have you
had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
Please offer any suggestions you
may have to improve this questionnaire.
No, not that I
can think of at the moment