My mother and I had traveled back to India to visit our homeland. During the
vacation, which as part of my summer vacation going into junior year, we had
decided to travel to the
Himalayas. From the beginning I realized just how magical the mountains were and
how serene it was. Some of the greatest priests of the Hindu faith had one spent
the term of their natural lives in those mountains.
many different mountains throughout Simla and Manali, which are the foot hills
of the Himalayan mountain range. From the first step onto the soil, I had felt a
connection with the place, as if I had been there already. The experience
happened when we were staying at Hotel Sukh Sagar in Simla, the beautiful fog
city of the mountains.
I had been
very tired from the day of hiking in the mountains and the windy roads and fell
fast asleep at the hotel. In the beginning I felt my soul elevate out of my body
in to the surroundings of the room. Then out of no where, I felt my soul being
pulled upwards by an invisible force to somewhere I had never been. All of a
sudden I was in a circular room with doors all around that was all red, a gaudy
burnt red, and the floor was dark brown, it was hard to see-it looked medieval
gothic or something. Then there was a figure that appeared and told me he was
assigned to protect me and teach me the truth; to teach me of my past lives.
Then with some motion of his hands we were elevated a couple feet off the
ground, and a myriad of animals, peoples, leaders, and all other walks of life
came rushing past through the doors under us. It was similar to the way that
caribou and other group animals run in herds. He called himself "Leftinent,"
which I believe is one term also known as Lieutenant. But then he told me I was
also Leftinent, I didn't understand what he was trying to tell me.
took me to an old office filled with books and research and told me that was a
book I had published in one of many of my past lives. Then I physically (in the
dreamlike state) picked up the book and started to read it page after page, I
could understand it fully. It was all in Latin, there were cross-sections of
primates and pages and pages of just research of primates. I was ACTUALLY
reading the book, the book I had "written." He told me I was a primatologist
researching for the Nazis during World War II. He told me I was killed by them
because I wasn't following the plans of the SS in charge. He told me I was a
Ph.D. in primatology but was killed too early to finish my life work. Then I
woke up for some reason, I was trying soo hard to go back to sleep, but the more
I forced it it was harder, and I never had such a deep dream yet. I then started
to think about what I must have been doing, and how could I possibly know Latin
or even be able to see pages of it in the book I had "written" when in this life
I had no idea what Latin was ever about grammatically. I never saw a cross
section of a monkey in my life, so how can I all of a sudden see such a detailed
cross-section? (By the way, I forgot, after knowing was killed, I started to
walk with a primate along an old eastern European street at night, I didn't know
where I was going).
keeps me wondering to this day, and I am confident that there is something a lot
bigger than ourselves at work in this universe. It will be revealed to us
slowly. This experience just continued to help me follow my Hindu beliefs of
reincarnation, all is recycled-water, oxygen, nitrogen, and souls.
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain I do not completely remember everything I had dreamed about. I had
gained phenomenal knowledge of existence and an ambiguous science and lost it
all, it must still be there in the back of my brain.
time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain I had suffered from near death operations twice before in my life,
one was 2 years ago, and another was a year ago. I had meckel diverticulittis,
appendicitis, and hernia in a 3 year span from my freshman to junior year in
high school. This may have had a role, I am not sure.
time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
I was most alert during my discovery of the book I had written, I was reading it
page for page, then I forgot it all after I woke up.
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare
to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
Normal consciousness and alertness
vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such
as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes The whole circular room was blurry
hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect,
such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes I heard a deep voice, the voice of my guide. I also heard weird
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I was so happy and surprised. I loved reading the books I had written.
I was a little regretful that I had to wake up.
pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
see a light?
meet or see any other beings?
Yes I met many beings, most of them were my past lives. They did not talk to
me, but I felt they WERE me, so I knew them without communicating. My guide,
Leftinent, was giving me knowledge by talking and showing me my past.
experience a review of past events in your life?
Uncertain Not of MY life, but my "past" lives
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Uncertain I have been searching for a Nazi primatologist but access to such
archives may be hard to get at my age, and perhaps security clearance and
existence of such archives may even be destroyed. I am still trying to find the
truth. I do know that lieutenant/lefeinent term does check out.
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
Yes A blurry dimension that only the souls and bodies of past lives exist in.
have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes I was being teleported from area to area, space-time event to space-time
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes Knowledge of an ambiguous science I had never researched or knew about,
primatology. I also learned about reincarnation and the procession of souls.
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
become aware of future events?
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
you shared this experience with others?
have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
Experience was probably real I had new found hope to keep looking, to keep
searching because the truth is out there somewhere. It will come to me like it
has come to everyone else, I just have to want it bad enough-to know where I
came from, to never forget who I am and what life gave birth to me.
there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
I have more
faith, faith in everything in this universe. There may be no god, or nature may
be an embodiment of god, but I know there is a procession of souls just like the
way the tide floats
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
too much to describe.
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
call me to talk more, I cannot put everything down on paper.
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
questions are great because they will definitely give accurate data.