Alexis B's Experience
It all started when I was trying
to have a Dream Initiated Lucid Dream. It was around 11 :00 pm and when I began
to be lucid in my dream I realized I could create my own reality or dream
whatever I wished. In my first dream I was in a sunny environment surrounded by
animals, grass and sometimes there were concrete roads. The picture was pretty
clear and quite impressive.
In my second dream I could see my
parents on a balcony and beside it, was a deep dark ravine. At that moment, I
saw my feet lift off from the ground. I was on the balcony and it was grey. I
saw myself leaving the dream and as my dream began to fade away I could see my
body separating from itself. I wasn’t feeling dead because I knew when I left my
body that death was an illusion… it didn’t exist and I was just changing
perspective. Soon after I could see the Earth from far away; it was blue and the
atmosphere was black. It seemed small as I was far away from it. Suddenly, a
gentle force sucked me into a dark space that was going very fast. I still felt
conscious. Shortly after I saw a very small and intense light that seemed aware
of my arrival. It came towards me and inside it a human form began to form… I
knew it was a projection of my thought process to help me make the transition.
The human form / being of light came towards me and telepathically said to me
“You must go back!” I responded I wanted to meet the real God and the being of
light told me “You already know God, you just don’t remember him”. He signaled
me with his hand to look to the side and that’s when I saw my life unfold before
my eyes. I could only see the intense emotional moments of my life. The being of
light was exploring my life with me and he wasn’t judging what was unfolding
before our eyes. He was simply a spectator and felt with me what I was going
through. He was compassionate and full of understanding towards the serious
offences I had committed.
When the life review was over, the human form vanished and merged with the light. In an instant, the light itself surrounded me with its love and unconditional acceptance. The emotion was so intense and immeasurably unbelievable…. I was in the light but I was aware of my individuality and the unity of everything at the same time. When I decided to merge, a gentle yet intense force pulled me away from the light. I was now in front of the light but could still feel the connection with this divine light.
Darkness came back and I could feel myself becoming unconscious. I woke up filled with sadness and happiness at the same time.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes The emotions and the understanding
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When I entered the light
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: When I entered the light
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes it was more clear and lucid than usual
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)? No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? ecstasy , love, unconditional acceptance.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes Only in an infinite black space (it seemed infinite)
Did you see a light? Yes A shinning light, small at the beginning and gigantic and immeasurably big at the same time
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes A human form appeared. I knew it was a manifestation of my thought process that was trying to change to fit the perspective of the light
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? Yes I saw moments where I hurt people but I also saw the joy I brought to people when I sang for my family.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes time and space were non-existent
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes Everything is perfect the way it is. I remember when I started to merge with the light I was losing my individuality and my personality. That’s when I stopped. I knew that hell didn’t exist and badness either. There is only unity. The universe we live in is a manifestation of the imagination of our creator. God is an immense field of infinite energy. There is no concept of good or bad. For him, because of his nature, all is one. Unity is his nature. Duality is only an illusion. Life on earth and our universe is not real. It’s like a gigantic dream. We are like an individual cell from a great energy that came to experience physical life. Here on earth, we are all characters with personalities that live inside his dream. When we are on earth, we play a role that enables us to be and experience other things than our true divine nature. Human nature and human life are a product of his imagination. Everything is energy. Everything. God is everything and everything is God.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain I don’t remember
Did you become aware of future events? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? No
Have you shared this experience with others? No
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real Very real
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real Very real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I try not to judge
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain I don’t really have any religious beliefs
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Uncertain I take anxiety medication
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? no
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? no