Alexandre FS's Experience
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Experience description:

I was going through one of the most difficult times of my life, married with 2 children and threatened with the possibility of unemployment 2 years prior to reaching retirement age.  I literally began to panic and pray to God for his help at all times.  

I was laying down at home one afternoon when I suddenly found myself standing beside my body.  At first I did not recognize myself, the image that I saw was different than what I was used to seeing in pictures or in the mirror.  I felt a lot of peace and joy and a wonderful vibrant energy around my spiritual body.  At that point, a very calm voice asked me "What problem do you have?" I then understood that it was my laying body, but this did not bother me at all since I was experiencing the best moment of my life.  I then had to make a incredible effort in order to respond, because I did not know what he was referring to. Then when I remembered and I realized that all of my worrying was worthless, what mattered was getting to where I now was.  I understood that I did not need to worry so much.  I did not see anyone, only the voice that spoke to my conscience and this is how we communicated.  Until that point I did not remember my children and wife.  When the voice gave me the option of leaving out the window and continuing on or returning to my body, I immediately responded that I wanted to continue on.  

But at that exact moment I heard the sound of pots that came from my apartment and remembering my wife and children I felt a responsibility of having to return; that is what happened immediately at an incredible speed.  The last part of the experience was not good because my body was so rigid and it hurt to move each joint, even opening my eyelids was painful.  Finally I was able to get up.  I quickly went into the kitchen to tell my wife what had happened, she did not give it much importance.  I learned that what is important in life is to live in peace and without attaching too much value to difficulties; most importantly that there are wonderful things on the other side.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    At all times, everything was very real and I felt very safe.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:           At all times, everything was very real and I felt very safe.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     More clarity

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes    Communicating was incredible, it came in blocks into the consciousness and one can express oneself in the same manner.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Peace, joy, safety, understanding, love.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           No      

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes          Whoever spoke to me had wisdom and spoke to me by questioning me.  This is wisdom.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     I had the option of crossing over through the window or returning to my body.

Did you become aware of future events?       No
           
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     Every time something important is going to happen or even when I speak to some people that are going through difficult times I see small lights.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Only with my wife and after her reaction I stop trying to talk about it.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real     I could not stop thinking about it because the reality of the experience was incredible.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?             Yes, from that day forward my life has more meaning and I know where I want to and that it depends on what I am today.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real            The fact is that I have never had an experience that was more real, with such incredible emotion and vibration.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes      I am more patient with people and understand that everyone has the same as I , a spirit.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I started to attend church.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?       
After the experience and spending much time questioned the origins of the soul I one day started to write these words.

 

In the beginning I was flesh and energy;

As flesh I needed energy to give me life;

As energy I needed flesh to also give me life;

Today I continue to be flesh and energy;

As flesh I continue to need energy for life;

But as energy I have acquired knowledge and I no longer need meat to give me life;

What was flesh continues as flesh but what was energy is now spirit.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes    

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?    After my experience I read a lot about it and I believe that there are other circumstances under which one can experience an NDE.