Alex P Experience
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Experience description:

This is not an experience but something I vaguely remember before being born.???

I was somewhere crying because of the painful death I had just had, but can't remember why it was painful,  and I had to make some choices about whether to be male or female, some things about what life I would be living eg, comfortable off but something would go wrong, or poor but happy, or poor and unhappy, etc. Quite a few choices, and different situations, and how I would die, but I do vividly remember that each life I had in the past, the death had been painful or terrible. I don't remember how or what the deaths were or how they happened except that I would suffer one of these painful death's in this next life again and I  couldn't choose what baby to be born into or soul because the deaths were something I didn't want to repeat again, and so I couldn't make up my mind. In the end, I run out of time and had to jump blindly into a soul or baby to be born at the very last possible moment.

So, as far as I am concerned, we know what we are to be and what we will do, if we will be good or bad, whether we will be rich or poor, whether we do well in our life or not, and we know how we will die, by the sword or in bed, our age when we die, young or old, if it's a tragic death or sad death, or a untimely death,  but we loose all knowledge or memory of this when we are born but I suppose I remembered this bit because I really couldn't decide how I would die and spent so long deciding which body to go into. So in some life's we are bad and some we are good, some the hero, some the baddie, some ordinary. By the way, I was born induced over two weeks late and was pull out with forceps as they couldn't wait any longer so I was told.  Anyway I have never heard of anyone remembering anything like this, I don't remember any previous life's at all,  or what my life in future will be, or what my purpose this time around is for or how and when I will die except I probably won't like it one bit.

 Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?        No     

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?       No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    nil

            Was the experience dream like in any way? no

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?         No     

What emotions did you feel during the experience?           none

 Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?         no

 LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?           Uncertain    

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Uncertain    

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?    No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?        No     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?  No      Did you have any sense of altered space or time?    No     

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?           Uncertain    

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?              Yes    Time

 Did you become aware of future events?           Uncertain    

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?     Uncertain           Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain    

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?         No     

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?           No.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Have you shared this experience with others?           No      What was the best and worst part of your experience?  Only knowing that my death might be really painful. Not looking forward to dying. (again)

 Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?      Only that we seem to be sent into the world and our actions in our life are planned out in advance, and we will do them.??

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No     

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?             Uncertain     A lot of questions do not relate to my experience