Alena Z's Experience
When I was 13 I had a horrible dream. One night I dreamt that I was buried in a tomb with a large stone placed on it to prevent me from getting out. I wept, cried out for someone to help me, and finally my grandfather came and rescued me. I awoke in great fear. Because of this dream I began to have a feeling of panic regarding death, I could not sleep, nor study, nor eat, just thinking about death, until I fell into a deep depressive state. I seemed to be living a continuous nightmare and did not know how to fight against it. Every day I got worse and worse. Until one day everything changed, changed for ever.
Some short time later my grandfather died and from then on my trips to the beyond began. One night while I was asleep my grandfather came to see me. Seeing him made me very emotional, I wept with joy to know that he was not dead, and just kept repeating: You're here, you're alive! and he replied to me: Yes, I'm alive. And he made me understand that he knew what was happening to me, he knew about all my fears and anxieties. He told me he had come come because he wanted to teach me something. I was scared and curious at the same time, but he calmed me, perceiving my fears. Will I be able to return here? He said: Yes, I will bring you back. He took me by the hand and I went with him. We went through a kind of tunnel, with a radiant white light at the end of it, but which did not hurt the eyes though it was really bright. It seemed like a sky, or a space, but it was wonderful. My entire being was filled with a very great joy, a peace and a love which were unconditional, a compression of all things, and many emotions, it is difficult to express this with human words. There were people there, all of them smiling at me, it seemed they were busy with something, but at the same time they radiated much love and welcome. Their faces seemed familiar but I did not remember where I had seen them before. There was a man with a white tunic who also smiled at me and radiated great love, at the time I thought it was Jesus. I knew this was my true home and I felt at home there.
My grandfather taught me many things, I had a lot of questions and they were all
answered. I learned how the world was created and many more things which I don't
remember. Everything I wanted to know, I knew straight away. It was like a
transference of images, with no words, like perfect telepathic communication.
And everything was so clear that no misunderstandings were possible. My
grandfather was going to tell me something very important, but I understood that
we were not given permission for this. I didn't want to go back by this time, I
begged my grandfather to let me stay there in that wonderful place. But he told
me I would have to go back, as it was not yet my time, and when my time did come
I would rejoin him. I was weeping, but I understood I would have to go back.
There, time did not exist, and I was able to see everything I wanted to all at
once. When I came back I knew that death does not exist, that it is just an
illusion, and that we are much more than just a physical body, we are spiritual
beings, dying is just a change of plane, a passage to another dimension of
existence. I understood that we came to the earth to learn and to evolve. I
understood many things and hand much knowledge of all things. When I came back,
my fears, anguish, panic and anxiety were gone. And my body was filled with
energy and an immense joy. For another week my grandfather came every night to
take me and teach me more things and show me more places, and it has been a
wonderful experience. When I told my family they said I was crazy and from that
time I told nothing to anyone for many years.
Cuando tenia 13 años tuve un sueño horrible. Una noche soñe que me encerraron en una tumba y pusieron una piedra grande para que no pudiera salir. Yo lloraba, gritaba para que algiuen me ayudara, al final vino mi abuelo y me rescato. Me desperte atemorizada. A raiz de este sueño empeze tener panico a la muerte, no pude ni dormir, ni estudiar, ni comer, solo pensar en la muerte, hasta que cai en una profunda depresion. Parecia vivir una pesadilla continua y no sabia como luchar contra ello. Cada dia me encontraba peor y peor. Hasta que un dia todo cambio,cambio para siempre. Al poco tiempo murio mi abuelo y a partir de alli empezaron mis viajes a mas alla. Una noche cuando dormi mi abuelo vino a verme. Al verle me emocioné mucho , lloraba de alegria de saber que no estaba muerto, y solo repetia estas aqui, estas vivo, y me repondio, si, estoy vivo, me sonrio, y me dio entender que sabia lo que me pasaba, sabia de todos mis miedos, mis angustias, me dijo que vino porque queria enseñarme algo. Yo tenia miedo y curiosidad al mismo tiempo, pero me tranquilizó leyendo mis miedos, por momento pense, Volveré? y me dijo , Si, te traere de vuelta. Me cogio de la mano y me fui con el. Hemos atravesado un especie de tunel, al final se veia una luz blanca radiante, pero no molestaba a los ojos y era muy brillante. Parecia ser un cielo, o un espacio, pero era maravilloso. Todo mi Ser se lleno de una alegria muy grande, un paz y amor incondicional, una compresion de todas las cosas, y muchas emociones, es dificil de explicarlo con palabras humanas. Habia gente ahi, todos me sonreian, parecia que estaban ocupados con algo, pero al mismo tiempo trasmitian mucho amor y bienvenida, me parecian conocidas sus rostros, pero no recordaba donde les vi antes. Habia un hombre con tunica blanca que tambien me sonreia y transmitia mucho amor, por momento pense que era Jesus. Sabia que era mi verdadero hogar y me senti en casa. Mi abuelo me enseño muchas cosas, tuve muchas preguntas y todas han sido contestadas, se me enseño como se creó el mundo y muchas cosas mas de las cuales ya no me acuerdo. Todo lo que quise saber en seguida lo sabia, era como una transferencia de imagenes, no habia palabras, era como comunicacion telepatica perfecta. Y todo era tan claro que no podia haber equivocaciones. Mi abuelo me iba enseñar algo muy importante, pero entendi que no nos habian dado permiso para ello. Ya no quise volver, suplique a mi abuelo que me permitiera quedarme ahi en ese lugar tan maravilloso. Pero me dijo que deberia volver que aun no era mi hora, y cuando sera la hora volveria con el. Yo lloraba, pero entendi que deberia regresar. Ahi no existia el tiempo y pude ver todas las cosas que quise a la vez. Cuando regrese sabia que la muerte no existe, que es solo una ilusion, y que somos mucho mas que el cuerpo fisico, que somos seres espirituales, y que el morir es cambiar de plano, pasar a otra dimension de existencia. Entendi que vinimos a la tierra para aprender y para evolucionar. Entendi muchas cosas y tube mucho conocimiento de todas las cosas. Cuando regrese mis miedos, angustias, panico y ansiedad desaparecieron. Y mi cuerpo estaba lleno de energia y una enorme alegria. Una semana mas mi abuelo venia todas las noches para llevarme y enseñarme mas cosas y mas lugares y ha sido una experiencia maravillosa. Cuando conte a mi familia decían que estaba loca y a partir de ahi ya no conte nada a nadie hasta muchos años despues.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes compresion total de las cosas
Yes. Total compression of things.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Nada mas atravesar el tunel tube conocimiento de todas las cosas
As soon as I went through the tunnel I had knowledge of all things.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. Nada mas atravesar el tunel tube conocimiento de todas las cosas
More consciousness and alertness than normal. As soon as I went through the
tunnel I had knowledge of all things.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes los colores eran mucho mas vivos
Yes. Colors were much more vivid.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes no habia palabras habia una comunicacion telepatica
Yes. There were no words, there was telepathic communication.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? mucha alegria, increible paz, amor incondicional, conocimiento total. felicidad
Much joy, incredible peace, unconditional love, encompassing knowledge,
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes
Did you see a light? Yes
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes era como una dimension maravillosa, con muchos colores vivo, y como nubes blancas o algo asi, al principio pense que era cielo
Yes. It was like a marvelous dimension, with many vivid colors, and sort of
white clouds or something similar. At first I thought it was the sky.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes tiempo no existia
Yes. Time had no existence.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes tenia comprension total de todas las cosas
Yes. I had a complete understanding of all things.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes cruze el tunel parecia como un especie de ascensor
Yes. I went through the tunnel, it seemed like a kind of elevator.
Did you become aware of future events? Yes. Sí. Alguna vez soñe cosas y se han cumplido posteriormente
Yes. Sometimes I have dreamed about things which have subsequently happened,
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes si muchos sueños muy lucidos de conocimiento de todas las cosas. estar en otros niveles de existencia, soñe de vidas pasadas. Muchas veces en estado de vigilia de repente aparece un puntito de luz brillante en cualquier parte
Yes. I've had many very lucid dreams with knowledge of all things. Being on
other levels of existence I have dreamed about past lives. Many times, while
awake, suddenly a brilliant point of light appears somewhere or another.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes al poco de tener la experiencia,conte a mi familia y no me creyo, solo mi abuela, ya años despues contando a gente conocida habian muchos que compartian sus experiencias conmigo y eran parecidas, y puedo decir que mi experiencia ha sido totalmente real
Yes. Shortly after the experience, I told my family and they did not believe me,
apart from my grandmother. Now, years later, when I have told people I know
there have been many who have shared their experiences with me and they were
similar, and so I can say that my experience has been completely real.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real fue definitivamente real en todo el sentido, porque recordaba de todas las cosas con total claridad
Experience was definitely real. It was utterly real in every sense, because I
remembered everything in total clarity.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? habian partes significantes, saber con certeza que muerte no existe, que simplemente pasamos a otro plano de existencia
Some parts were significant, knowing with certainty that death does not exist,
that we simply pass to another plane of existence.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes Entendi que Dios es una energia y nosotros somos parte de ella.
Yes. I understood that God is an energy and we form part of it.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes