Aki S's Experience
It was 36 years ago that I left my country to come to USA to go to school as an exchange student. The communication with my family was some how very limited, maybe once a month. Regardless of long distance, I was very close to my family especially my mother. It was about 30 years ago while I was sleeping my mother came to my dream laying down in bed and told me " Aki I missed you a lot, but I am dying". It was a very disturbing dream if you call it only a dream, but unfortunately after calling the very next day, I found out that she passed away and exactly the time that she told me she missed me....., my brother said that he was laying down by her and notice she is saying something but he couldn't hear it. I was devastated.
After 2 weeks past by, I was mourning and praying for her. It was time that on and off sometimes she was coming to my dream and I could see her till one day it was around 6:00pm I was in my apartment, and I notice there is something moving on the top of my head. At first I thought it is just my imagination, then I realized that no this being is moving up and down on the top of my head, where ever I go, it is right above my head, it is like waiting for me to go to sleep that she/he can talk to me. All the sudden I realized that this must be my mom who came to visit me. As soon as I realized it could be my mom, and I could see that being, I asked her" Mom I know you are here, I know you can't talk to me in a physical way, and I know you are waiting for me to sleep that I can have spiritual connection, but please let me know how is it over there? how are you doing? I want to know you are ok and I know you can't talk to me but I know I know you can hear me. As soon as I go to bed, please let me know. I finished my conversation with her and it was about 10:00 pm , and time for me to sleep.
As soon as I turned the light off, all the sudden my body was raised and I entered to a tunnel of light. What a light, what a beauty, what an experience, what a stunning glory. I have no word to satisfy this tunnel of light, light all over, and endless light, and endless tunnel, but there was so much I could go, only because it wasn't my time yet. I was stopped at one edge which was a big black hole, black as dark as black color and the other side of the black hole, here she was, my mother in a very peaceful space, it was very content, but wondering what is going to happen to me it was like she knew, I will be thrown to that big black hole, but at that point I didn't know. When I looked at my mother, There was a voice of a man who advised me " Do not ask this question again" and space that my mother was had echo and that statement was repeated a few time, and then I was thrown down to that black hole, and I jumped, my soul came back to my body.
My body was soak wet and immediately I turned the light on to see what time it is. amazingly the clock didn't change, it was still 10:00 o'clock. Yes, I saw what I saw, and I know what I saw, and I got the answer where my mom is and the path that takes us to different places after we die. That endless tunnel of light with different edge for different people and different purpose. I know my mom was in a peaceful space and she is the one who was worry about me and showed me not to worry about her. I thank God for the experience, I thank God for his greatness, I thank God for everything and anything, and his blessing upon us.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes you never see such a beautiful lightening in life, and what the dark place the earth is, that we all are blind and we don't even know it.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? very high
Was the experience dream like in any way? no
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes I was in two places. My body was in the earth and I went to a tunnel of light.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? stunned, Amazed, Wondered.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? yes
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Yes I entered into a tunnel of light. And endless tunnel of light, but there was so long I could go, because it was not my time to continue, so at one point I had no choice but to send me back to earth.
Did you see a light? Yes What a light. I can not explain a tunnel of beautiful light that it never exist in the earth.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes I met my mother, but not in the same place. There was a black hole between us. I was at the edge of the tunnel and wasn't allowed to go on, but to be send back to the dark black hole, and my mother was on the other side of the black hole in a very peaceful place, like an space.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes The space that my mother was and had echo, I heard a voice of a man to advice me "Do not ask this question again" and the space had an echo and was repeated a few times and then I was send another word dropped to the black hole and I jumped.
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes Very Very clear. I was clear to be in different place, and I felt it was a long time, but when I came back the clock was hardly moved. I didn't have any knowledge prior to my experience.
Did you become aware of future events? Yes When you leave the earth, you will be borne to a different place. Very accurate.
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No I had no control. I didn't want to come back.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I became aware that the earth is the darkest place to compare with what I saw. Here is only a black hole because that where I had to come back, you can't imagine how scary this earth that we are attached is.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I am a surrender, I live with my soul mate and together we try to serve life, God doesn't have religion so do I. I live my life for God.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I know.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Wow!!! It seemed like it, but I understand if they don't understand. How can you imagine a beauty that you never seen. We are used to believe what we see. I know what I saw and I have no doubt where we go after here. It is a pleasure to be able to know the least the path to the next life.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The best is I know for a fact that the life goes on not in a physical form, and the worst was when I couldn't go on while I was in the tunnel of light, and I had to be pushed to the dark black hole (this earth).
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? Love and unity
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No I can't explain what I saw in a earthy way.