I'd a had a bronchoscopy
the day before) and was in
I tried to sleep but couldn't. My dad
read the newspaper sitting
next to me. I closed my eyes and without thinking I went into a ....
sea of blue with light under behind and in front...all around me.
My pain left as I drifted toward a bright light and saw his hands stretched out
to his sides. I knew I had left my body behind. He had no face I only saw a silhouette, and knew it was Jesus. I knew I was with him, but remembered my
mom. I felt I couldn't leave her back on earth and Jesus said "Everything
will be okay". I was in my body again and was so cold. The pain was so
unfriendly and ever
since I feel all bound up in an
uncomfortable body. It's so cold here even in the hottest month. .
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience: No
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes
What was it about the experience that makes it hard to communicate? It was a short experience in human time that taught me the whole reason we live/ die....love/feel pain/feel happiness
At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No response
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? fully conscious
Was the experience dream like in any way? I can't compare dreams to this at all.
Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body? Yes
Describe your appearance or form apart from your body: I just was.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? I lost emotions, human anyway.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? I didn't have ears...but Jesus said everything would be okay.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? No response
Did you see a light? Yes
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes
Describe: yep, Jesus.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Describe: I learned what it's like to talk soul to soul. The world and people seemed funny when I got back. They take money way too seriously:)
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No response
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? No response
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes
Describe: time just wasn't an issue up there:)
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
Describe: I came to know how funny people act on earth, fretting about their hair, their clothes
they get angry for silly reasons...I feel pretty out of place.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No response
Did you become aware of future events? No response
Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body? No response
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes
Describe: yes, I can feel other peoples pain physical and mental. I can help them feel better with that ability too
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? No response
Describe: my attitude got better and I got stronger
Has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.? Career choices? People think I laugh too much:)
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
Describe: I can feel they didn't understand because they haven't been there yet, but that's ok.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? I felt kind of like I was the only person who'd been to heaven without dying:)
What was the best and worst part of your experience? I knew I'd be okay after that and I did get better:) I was only ten and now I'm 24.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No